O lady! worthy of earth’s proudest
throne!
Nor less, by excellence of nature, fit
Beside an unambitious hearth to sit
Domestic queen, where grandeur is unknown
Queen and handmaid lowly.
WORDSWORTH.
A house in the Terrace was let, and
the rent was welcome; and shortly after, Clara had
an affectionate letter from her old school-enemy, Miss
Salter, begging her to come as governess to her little
brother, promising that she should be treated like
one of the family, and offering a large salary.
Clara was much afraid that it was
her duty to accept the proposal, since her uncle seemed
very fairly contented, and was growing very fond of
‘Roland,’ and the payment would be so great
an assistance, but James and Isabel were strongly
averse to it; and her conscience was satisfied by
Miss Mercy Faithfull’s discovery of a family
at the Baths in search of a daily governess.
Miss Frost was not a person to be
rejected, and in another week she found herself setting
out to breakfast with a girl and three boys, infusing
Latin, French, and geography all the forenoon, dining
with them, sometimes walking with them, and then returning
to the merry evening of Dynevor Terrace.
Mr. Dynevor endured the step pretty
well. She had ascendancy enough over him always
to take her own way, and he was still buoyed up by
the hope of recovering enough to rectify his affairs
in Peru. He was better, though his right side
remained paralysed, and Mr. Walby saw little chance
of restoration. Rising late, and breakfasting
slowly, the newspaper and visits from James wiled
away the morning. He preferred taking his meals
alone; and after dinner was wheeled out in a chair
on fine days. Clara came to him as soon as her
day’s work was over; and, when he was well enough
to bear it, the whole party were with him from the
children’s bedtime till his own. Altogether,
the invalid-life passed off pretty well. He
did not dislike the children, and Kitty liked anything
that needed to be waited on. He took Clara’s
services as a right, but was a little afraid of ‘Mrs.
Dynevor,’ and highly flattered by any attention
from her; and with James his moods were exceedingly
variable, and often very trying, but, in general, very
well endured.
Peruvian mails were anticipated in
the family with a feeling most akin to dread.
The notice of a vessel coming in was the signal for
growlings at everything, from the post-office down
to his dinner; and the arrival of letters made things
only worse. As Clara said, the galleons were
taken by the pirates; the Equatorial Company seemed
to be doing the work of Caleb Balderston’s thunderstorm,
and to be bearing the blame of a deficit such as Oliver
could not charge on it. The whole statement was
backed by Mr. Ponsonby, whose short notes spoke of
indisposition making him more indebted than ever to
the exertions of Robson. This last was gone
to Guayaquil to attempt to clear up the accounts of
the Equatorial Company, leaving the office at Lima
in the charge of Madison and the new clerk, Ford;
and Mr. Dynevor was promised something decisive and
satisfactory on his return. Of Mary there was
no mention, except what might be inferred in a postscript: ’Ward
is expected in a few weeks.’
Mr. Dynevor was obliged to resign
himself; and so exceedingly fractious was he, that
Clara had been feeling quite dispirited, when her brother
called her to tell her joyously that Lord Ormersfield
and Louis were coming home, and would call in on their
way the next evening. Those wretched children
must not take her for a walk.
Nevertheless, the wretched children
did want to walk, and Clara could not get home till
half-an-hour after she knew the train must have come
in; and she found the visitors in her uncle’s
room. Louis came forward to the door to meet
her, and shook her hand with all his heart, saying,
under his breath,
‘I congratulate you!’
‘Thank you!’ she said, in the same hearty
tone.
’And now, look at him! look
at my father! Have not we made a good piece
of work of keeping him abroad all the winter?
Does not he look as well as ever he did in his life?’
This was rather strong, for Lord Ormersfield
was somewhat grey, and a little bent; but he had resumed
all his look of health and vigour, and was a great
contrast to his younger, but far older-looking cousin.
He welcomed Clara with his tone of courteous respect,
and smiled at his son’s exultation, saying,
Fitzjocelyn deserved all the credit, for he himself
had never thought to be so patched up again, and poor
Oliver was evidently deriving as much encouragement
as if rheumatism had been paralysis.
‘I must look in at the House
Beautiful,’ said Louis, presently. ’Clara,
I can’t lose your company. Won’t
you come with me?’
Of course she came; and she divined
why, instead of at once entering the next house, he
took a turn along the Terrace, and, after a pause,
asked, ‘Clara, when did you last hear from Lima?’
’Not for a long time.
I suppose she is taken up by her father’s illness.’
He paused, collected himself, and
asked again, ’Have you heard nothing from your
uncle?’
‘Yes,’ said Clara, sadly,
‘but Louis,’ she added, with a lively tone,
‘what does not come from herself, I would not
believe.’
‘I do not.’
‘That’s right, don’t be vexed when
it may be nothing.’
’No; if she had found any one
more worthy of her, she would not hesitate in making
me aware of it. I ought to be satisfied, if she
does what is best for her own happiness. Miss
Ponsonby believes that this is a man of sterling worth,
probably suiting her better than I might have done.
She was a good deal driven on by circumstances before,
and, perhaps, it was all a mistake on her side.’
And he tried to smile.
Clara exclaimed that ’Mary could
not have been all he had believed, if ’
‘No,’ he said, ’she
is all, and more than all. I comprehend her better
now, and could have shown her that I do. She
has been the blessing of my life so far, and her influence
always will be so. I shall always be grateful
to her, be the rest as it may, and I mean to live on
hope to the last. Now for the good old ladies.
Really, Clara, the old Dynevor Terrace atmosphere
has come back, and there seems to be the same sort
of rest and cheering in coming into these old iron
gates! After all, Isabel is growing almost worthy
to be called Mrs. Frost.’ And in this
manner he talked on, up to the very door of the House
Beautiful, as if to cheat himself out of despondency.
‘That was a very pretty meeting,’
said Isabel to her husband, when no witness was present
but little Fanny.
‘What, between his lordship and my uncle?’
‘You know better.’
’My dear, your mother once tried
match-making for Fitzjocelyn. Be warned by her
example.’
‘I am doing no such thing. I am only observing
what every one sees.’
‘Don’t be so common-place.’
’That’s all disdain you
must condescend. I have been hearing from Mr.
Dynevor of the excellent offers that Clara refused.’
‘Do you think Uncle Oliver and Clara agree as
to excellence?’
‘Still,’ continued Isabel,
’considering how uncomfortable she was, it does
not seem improbable that she would have married, unless
some attachment had steeled her heart and raised her
standard. I know she was unconscious, but it
was Fitzjocelyn who formed her.’
’He has been a better brother
to her than I have been; but look only at their perfect
ease.’
’Now it is my belief that they
were made for each other, and can venture to find
it out, since she is no longer an heiress, and he is
free from his Peruvian entanglement.’
’Fanny, do you hear what a scheming
mamma you have? I hope she will have used it
all upon Sir Hubert before you come out as the beauty
of the Terrace!’
‘Well, I mean to sound Clara.’
‘You had better leave it alone.’
‘Do you forbid me?’
’Why, no, for I don’t
think you have the face to say anything that would
distress her, or disturb the friendship which has been
her greatest benefit.’
’Thank you. All I intend
is, that if it should be as I suppose, the poor things
should not miss coming to an understanding for want ’
‘Of a Christmas-tree,’
said James, laughing. ’You may have your
own way. I have too much confidence in your
discretion and in theirs to imagine that you will
produce the least effect.’
Isabel’s imagination was busily
at work, and she was in haste to make use of her husband’s
permission; but it was so difficult to see Clara alone,
that some days passed before the two sisters were left
together in the sitting-room, while James was writing
a letter for his uncle. Isabel’s courage
began to waver, but she ventured a commencement.
‘Mr. Dynevor entertains me with
fine stories of your conquests, Clara.’
Clara laughed, blushed, and answered
bluntly, ‘What a bother it was!’
‘You are very hard-hearted.’
’You ought to remember the troubles
of young ladyhood enough not to wonder.’
’I never let things run to that
length; but then I had no fortune. But seriously,
Clara, were all these people objectionable?’
’Do you think one could marry
any man, only because he was not objectionable?
There was no harm in one or two; but I was not going
to have anything to say to them.’
‘Really, Clara, you make me
curious. Had you made any resolution?’
’I know only two men whom I
could have trusted to fulfil my conditions,’
said Clara.
‘Conditions?’
’Of course! that if Cheveleigh
was to belong to any of us, it should be to the rightful
heir.’
’My dear, noble Clara! was that
what kept you from thinking of marriage?’
’Wasn’t it a fine thing
to have such a test? Not that I ever came to
trying it. Simple no answered my purpose.
I met no one who tempted me to make the experiment.’
‘Two men!’ said Isabel,
’if you had said one, it would have been marked.’
‘Jem and Louis, of course,’ said Clara.
‘Oh! that is as good as saying one.’
‘As good as saying none,’ said Clara,
with emphasis.
‘There may be different opinions
on that point,’ returned Isabel, not daring
to lift her eyes from her work, though longing to study
Clara’s face, and feeling herself crimsoning.
‘Extremely unfounded opinions, and rather ’
‘Rather what?’
‘Impertinent, I was going to say, begging your
pardon, dear Isabel.’
‘Nay, I think it is I who should beg yours,
Clara.’
‘No, no,’ said Clara,
laughing, but speaking gravely immediately after,
’lookers-on do not always see most of the game.
I have always known his mind so well that I could
never possibly have fallen into any such nonsense.
I respect him far too much.’
Isabel felt as if she must hazard
a few words more ’Can you guess what
he will do if Mr. Ponsonby’s reports prove true?’
‘I do not mean to anticipate misfortunes,’
said Clara.
Isabel could say no more; and when
Clara next spoke, it was to ask for another of James’s
wristbands to stitch. Then Isabel ventured to
peep at her face, and saw it quite calm, and not at
all rosy; if it had been, the colour was gone.
Thus it was, and there are happily
many such friendships existing as that between Louis
and Clara. Many a woman has seen the man whom
she might have married, and yet has not been made
miserable. If there be neither vanity nor weak
self-contemplation on her side, nor trifling on his
part, nor unwise suggestions forced on her by spectators,
the honest, genuine affection need never become passion.
If intimacy is sometimes dangerous, it is because
vanity, folly, and mistakes are too frequent; but
in spite of all these, where women are truly refined,
and exalted into companions and friends, there has
been much more happy, frank intercourse and real friendship
than either the romantic or the sagacious would readily
allow. The spark is never lighted, there is no
consciousness, no repining, and all is well.
Fresh despatches from Lima arrived;
and after a day, when Oliver had been so busy overlooking
the statement from Guayaquil that he would not even
take his usual airing, he received Clara with orders
to write and secure his passage by the next packet
for Callao.
’Dear uncle, you would never
dream of it! You could not bear the journey!’
she cried, aghast.
’It would do me good. Do
not try to cross me, Clara. No one else can
deal with this pack of rascals. Your brother
has not been bred to it, and is a parson besides,
and there’s not a soul that I can trust.
I’ll go. What! d’ye think I can
live on him and on you, when there is a competence
of my own out there, embezzled among those ragamuffins?’
‘I am sure we had much rather ’
’No stuff and nonsense.
Here is Roland with four children already very
likely to have a dozen more. If you and he are
fools, I’m not, and I won’t take the bread
out of their mouths. I’ll leave my will
behind, bequeathing whatever I may get out of the fire
evenly between you two, as the only way to content
you; and if I never turn up again, why you’re
rid of the old man.’
‘Very well, uncle, I shall take
my own passage at the same time.’
’You don’t know what you
are talking of. You are a silly child, and your
brother would be a worse if he let you go.’
’If Jem lets you go, he will
let me. He shall let me. Don’t you
know that you are never to have me off your hands,
uncle? No, no, I shall stick to you like a burr.
You may go up to the tip-top of Chimborazo if you
please, but you’ll not shake me off.’
It was her fixed purpose to accompany
him, and she was not solicitous to dissuade him from
going, for she could be avaricious for James’s
children, and had a decided wish for justice on the
guilty party; and, besides, Clara had a private vision
of her own, which made her dance in her little room.
Mary had written in her father’s stead there
was not a word of Mr. Ward indeed, Mr.
Ponsonby was evidently so ill that his daughter could
think of nothing else. Might not Clara come in
time to clear up any misunderstanding convince
Mr. Ponsonby describe Louis’s single-hearted
constancy during all these five years, and bring Mary
home to him in triumph? She could have laughed
aloud with delight at the possibility; and when the
other alternative occurred to her, she knit her brows
with childish vehemence, as she promised Miss Mary
that she would never be her bridesmaid.
Presently she heard Fitzjocelyn’s
voice in the parlour, and, going down, found him in
consultation over a letter which Charlotte had brought
to her master. It was so well written and expressed,
that Louis turned to the signature before he could
quite believe that it was from his old pupil.
Tom wrote to communicate his perplexity at the detection
of the frauds practised on his employers. He
had lately been employed in the office at Lima, where
much had excited his suspicion; and, finally, from
having ’opened a letter addressed by mistake
to the firm, but destined for an individual, he had
discovered that large sums, supposed to be required
by the works, or lost in the Equatorial failure, had
been, in fact, invested in America in the name of that
party.’ The secret was a grievous burthen.
Mr. Ponsonby was far too ill to be informed; besides
that, he should only bring suspicion on himself; and
Miss Ponsonby was so much occupied as to be almost
equally inaccessible. Tom had likewise reason
to believe that his own movements were watched, and
that any attempt to communicate with her or her father
would be baffled; and, above all, he could not endure
himself to act the spy and informer. He only wished
that, if possible, without mentioning names, Charlotte
could give a hint that Mr. Dynevor must not implicitly
trust to all he heard.
James was inclined to suppress such
vague information, which he thought would only render
his uncle more restless and wretched in his helplessness,
and was only questioning whether secrecy would not
amount to deceit.
‘The obvious thing is for me to go to Peru,’
said Louis.
‘My uncle and I were intending to go,’
said Clara.
‘How many more of you?’ exclaimed James.
’I would not change
my native land
For rich Peru
and all her gold;’
chanted little Kitty from the corner,
where she was building houses for the ‘little
ones.’
‘Extremely to the purpose,’
said Louis, laughing. ’Follow her example,
Clara. Make your uncle appoint me his plenipotentiary,
and I will try what I can to find out what these rogues
are about.’
‘Are you in earnest?’
‘Never more so in my life.’
James beckoned him to the window,
and showed him a sentence where Tom said that the
best chance for the firm was in Miss Ponsonby’s
marriage with Mr. Ward, but that engagement was not
yet declared on account of her father’s illness.
‘The very reason,’ said
Louis, ’I cannot go on in this way. I must
know the truth.’
‘And your father?’
’It would be much better for
him that the thing were settled. He will miss
me less during the session, when he is in London with
all his old friends about him. It would not
take long, going by the Isthmus. I’ll
ride back at once, and see how he bears the notion.
Say nothing to Mr. Dynevor till you hear from me;
but I think he will consent. He will not endure
that she should be left unprotected; her father perhaps
dying, left to the mercy of these rascals.’
‘And forgive me, Louis, if you
found her not needing you!’
’If she be happy, I should honour
the man who made her so. At least, I might be
of use to you. I should see after poor Madison.
I have sent him to the buccaneers indeed! Good-bye!
I cannot rest till I see how my father takes it!’
It was long since Louis had been under
an excess of impetuosity; but he rode home as fast
as he had ridden to Northwold to canvass for James,
and had not long been at Ormersfield before his proposition
was laid before his father.
It was no small thing to ask of the
Earl, necessary as his son had become to him; and
the project at first appeared to him senseless.
He thought Mary had not shown herself sufficiently
sensible of his son’s merits to deserve so much
trouble; and if she were engaged to Mr. Ward, Fitzjocelyn
would find himself in an unpleasant and undignified
position. Besides, there was the ensuing session
of Parliament! No! Oliver must send out
some trustworthy man of business, with full powers.
Louis only answered, that of course
it depended entirely on his father’s consent;
and by-and-by his submission began to work. Lord
Ormersfield could not refuse him anything, and took
care, on parting for the night, to observe that the
point was not settled, only under consideration.
And consideration was more favourable
than might have been expected. The Earl was growing
anxious to see his son married, and of that there
was no hope till his mind should be settled with regard
to Mary. It would be more for his peace to extinguish
the hope, if it were never to be fulfilled.
Moreover, the image of Mary had awakened the Earl’s
own fatherly fondness for her, and his desire to rescue
her from her wretched home. Even Mr. Ponsonby
could hardly withstand Louis in person, he thought,
and must be touched by so many years of constancy.
The rest might be only a misunderstanding which would
be cleared up by a personal interview. Added
to this, Lord Ormersfield knew that Clara would not
let her uncle go alone, and did not think it fit to
see her go out alone with an infirm paralytic; James
could not leave his wife or his chaplaincy, and the
affair was unsuited to his profession; a mere accountant
would not carry sufficient authority, nor gain Madison’s
confidence; in fact, Fitzjocelyn, and no other, was
the trustworthy man of business; and so his lordship
allowed when Louis ventured to recur to the subject
the next morning, and urge some of his arguments.
The bright clearing of Louis’s
face spoke his thanks, and he began at once to detail
his plans for his father’s comfort, Lord Ormersfield
listening as if pleased by his solicitude, though caring
for little until the light of his eyes should return.
’The next point is that you
should give me a testimonial that I am a trustworthy
man of business.’
‘I will ride into Northwold
with you, and talk it over with Oliver.’
Here lay the knotty point; but the
last five years had considerably cultivated Fitzjocelyn’s
natural aptitude for figures, by his attention to
statistics, his own farming-books, and the complicated
accounts of the Ormersfield estate, so
that both his father and Richardson could testify
to his being an excellent man of business; and his
coolness, and mildness of temper, made him better
calculated to deal with a rogue than a more hasty
man would have been.
They found, on arriving, that James
had been talking to Mr. Walby, who pronounced that
the expedition to Lima would be mere madness for Mr.
Dynevor, since application to business would assuredly
cause another attack, and even the calculations of
the previous day had made him very unwell, and so
petulant and snappish, that he could be pleased with
nothing, and treated as mere insult the proposal that
he should entrust his affairs to ‘such a lad.’
Even James hesitated to influence
him to accept the offer. ’I scruple,’
he said, drawing the Earl aside, ’because I thought
you had a particular objection to Fitzjocelyn’s
being thrown in the way of speculations. I thought
you dreaded the fascination.’
‘Thank you, James; I once did
so,’ said the Earl. ’I used to believe
it a family mania; I only kept it down in myself by
strong resolution, in the very sight of the consequences,
but I can trust Fitzjocelyn. He is too indifferent
to everything apart from duty to be caught by flattering
projects, and you may fully confide in his right judgment.
I believe it is the absence of selfishness or conceit
that makes him so clear-sighted.’
‘What a change! what a testimony!’
triumphantly thought James. It might be partial,
but he was not the man to believe so.
That day was one of defeat; but on
the following, a note from James advised Fitzjocelyn
to come and try his fortune again; Mr. Dynevor would
give no one any rest till he had seen him.
Thereupon Louis was closeted with
the old merchant, who watched him keenly, and noted
every question or remark he made on the accounts;
then twinkled his eyes with satisfaction as he hit
more than one of the very blots over which Oliver
had already perplexed himself. So clear-headed
and accurate did he show himself, that he soon perceived
that Mr. Dynevor looked at him as a good clerk thrown
away; and he finally obtained from him full powers
to act, to bring the villain to condign punishment,
and even, if possible, to dispose of his share in
the firm.
Miss Ponsonby was much relieved to
learn that Lord Fitzjocelyn was going out, though
fearing that he might meet with disappointment; but,
at least, her brother would be undeceived as to the
traitor in whom he was confiding. No letters
were to announce Louis’s intentions, lest the
enemy should take warning; but he carried several with
him, to be given or not, according to the state of
affairs; and when, on his way through London, he went
to receive Miss Ponsonby’s commissions, she
gave him a large packet, addressed to Mary.
‘Am I to give her this at all
events!’ he asked, faltering.
‘It would serve her right.’
’Then I should not give it to
her. Pray write another, for she does not deserve
to be wounded, however she may have decided.’
‘I do not know how I shall ever
forgive her,’ sighed Aunt Melicent.
‘People are never so unforgiving
as when they have nothing to forgive.’
’Ah! Lord Fitzjocelyn,
that is not your case. This might have been far
otherwise, had I not misjudged you at first.’
’Do not believe so. It
would have been hard to think me more foolish than
I was. This probation has been the best schooling
for me; and, let it end as it may, I shall be thankful
for what has been.’
And in this spirit did he sail, and
many an anxious thought followed him, no heart beating
higher than did that of little Charlotte, who founded
a great many hopes on the crisis that his coming would
produce. Seven years was a terrible time to have
been engaged, and the little workhouse girl thought
her getting almost as old as Mrs. Beckett. She
wondered whether Tom thought so too! She did
not want to think about Martha’s first cousin,
who was engaged for thirty-two years to a journeyman
tailor, and when they married at last, they were both
so cross that she went out to service again at the
end of a month. Charlotte set up all her caps
with Tom’s favourite colour, and ’turned
Angelina’ twenty times a-day.
Then came the well-known Peruvian
letters, and a thin one for Charlotte. Without
recollecting that it must have crossed Lord Fitzjocelyn
on the road, she tore it open the instant she had carried
in the parlour letters. Alas! poor Charlotte!
’I write to you for the last
time, lest you should consider yourself any longer
bound by the engagements which must long have been
distasteful. When I say that Mr. Ford has for
some months been my colleague, you will know to what
I allude, without my expressing any further.
I am already embarked for the U. S. My enemies have
succeeded in destroying my character and blighting
my hopes. I am at present a fugitive from the
hands of so-called justice; but I could have borne
all with a cheerful heart if you had not played me
false. You will never hear more of one who loved
you faithfully.
‘TH.
MADISON.’
Poor Charlotte! The wound was
a great deal too deep for her usual childish tears,
or even for a single word. She stood still, cold,
and almost unconscious till she heard a step, then
she put the cruel letter away in her bosom, and went
about her work as usual.
They thought her looking very pale,
and Jane now and then reproached her with eating no
more than a sparrow, and told her she was getting
into a dwining way; but she made no answer, except
that she ’could do her work.’ At
last, one Sunday evening, when she had been left alone
with the children, her mistress found her sitting at
the foot of her bed, among the sleeping little ones,
weeping bitterly but silently. Isabel’s
kindness at length opened her heart, and she put the
letter into her hand. Poor little thing, it
was very meekly borne: ’Please don’t
tell no one, ma’am,’ she said; ‘I
couldn’t hear him blamed!’
’But what does he mean?
He must be under some terrible error. Who is
this Ford?’
’It is Delaford, ma’am,
I make no doubt, though however he could have got
there! And, oh dear me! if I had only told poor
Tom the whole, that I was a silly girl, and liked
his flatteries now and then, but constant in
my heart I always was!’
Isabel could not but suppose that
Delaford, if it were he, might have exaggerated poor
Charlotte’s little flirtation; but there was
small comfort here, since contradiction was impossible.
The U. S., over which the poor child had puzzled
in vain, was no field in which to follow him up he
had not even dated his letter; and it was a very,
very faint hope that Lord Fitzjocelyn might trace him
out, especially as he had evidently fled in disgrace;
and poor Charlotte sobbed bitterly over his troubles,
as well as her own.
She was better after she had told
her mistress, though still she shrank from any other
sympathy. Even Jane’s pity would have been
too much for her, and her tender nature was afraid
of the tongues that would have discussed her grief.
Perhaps the high-toned nature of Isabel was the very
best to be brought into contact with the poor girl’s
spirit, which was of the same order, and many an evening
did Isabel sit in the twilight, beside the children’s
beds, talking to her, or sometimes reading a few lines
to show her how others had suffered in the same way.
‘It is my own fault,’ said poor Charlotte;
’it all came of my liking to be treated like
one above the common, and it serves me right.
Yes, ma’am, that was a beautiful text you showed
me last night, I thought of it all day, and I’ll
try to believe that good will come out of it.
I am sure you are very good to let me love the children!
I’m certain sure Miss Salome knows that I’m
in trouble, for she never fails to run and kiss me
the minute she comes in sight; and she’ll sit
so quiet in my lap, the little dear, and look at me
as much as to say, ‘Charlotte, I wish I could
comfort you.’ But it was all my own fault,
ma’am, and I think I could feel as if I was punished
right, so I knew poor Tom was happy.’
‘Alas!’ thought Isabel,
after hearing Charlotte’s reminiscences; ’how
close I have lived to a world of which I was in utter
ignorance! How little did we guess that, by
the careless ease and inattention of our household,
we were carrying about a firebrand, endangering not
only poor Walter, but doing fearful harm wherever
we went!’