Toleration an attack on Christianity?
What, then, are we to come to this pass, to
suppose that nothing can support Christianity
but the principles of persecution?... I am persuaded
that toleration, so far from being an attack on Christianity,
becomes the best and surest support that can possibly
be given to it.... Toleration is good for all,
or it is good for none... God forbid.
I may be mistaken, but I take toleration to
be a part of religion. Burke
Erica was, apparently, well used to
receiving strangers. She put down the toasting
fork, but kept the cat in her arms, as she rose to
greet Charles Osmond, and her frank and rather child-like
manner fascinated him almost as much as it had fascinated
Brian.
“My father will be home in a
few minutes,” she said; “I almost wonder
you didn’t meet him in the square; he has only
just gone to send off a telegram. Can you wait?
Or will you leave a message?”
“I will wait, if I may,”
said Charles Osmond. “Oh, don’t trouble
about a light. I like this dimness very well,
and, please, don’t let me interrupt you.”
Erica relinquished a vain search for
candle lighters, and took up her former position on
the hearth rug with her toasting fork.
“I like the gloaming, too,”
she said. “It’s almost the only nice
thing which is economical! Everything else that
one likes specially costs too much! I wonder
whether people with money do enjoy all the great treats.”
“Very soon grow blase, I expect,”
said Charles Osmond. “The essence of a
treat is rarity, you see.”
“I suppose it is. But I
think I could enjoy ever so many things for years
and years without growing blase,” said Erica.
“Sometimes I like just to fancy
what life might be if there were no tiresome Christians,
and bigots, and lawsuits.”
Charles Osmond laughed to himself
in the dim light; the remark was made with such perfect
sincerity, and it evidently had not dawned on the
speaker that she could be addressing any but one of
her father’s followers. Yet the words saddened
Him too. He just caught a glimpse through them
of life viewed from a directly opposite point.
“Your father has a lawsuit going
on now, has he not?” he observed, after a little
pause.
“Oh, yes, there is almost always
one either looming in the distance or actually going
on. I don’t think I can ever remember the
time when we were quite free. It must feel very
funny to have no worries of that kind. I think,
if there wasn’t always this great load of debt
tied round our necks, like a millstone, I should feel
almost light enough to fly. And then it is
hard to read in some of those horrid religious papers
that father lives an easy-going life. Did you
see a dreadful paragraph last week in the ‘Church
Chronicle?’”
“Yes, I did,” said Charles Osmond, sadly.
“It always has been the same,”
said Erica. “Father has a delightful story
about an old gentleman who at one of his lectures accused
him of being rich and self-indulgent it
was a great many years ago, when I was a baby, and
father was nearly killing himself with overwork and
he just got up and gave the people the whole history
of his day, and it turned out that he had had nothing
to eat. Mustn’t the old gentleman have felt
delightfully done? I always wonder how he looked
when he heard about it, and whether after that he
believed that atheists are not necessarily everything
that’s bad.”
“I hope such days as those are
over for Mr. Raeburn,” said Charles Osmond,
touched both by the anecdote and by the loving admiration
of the speaker.
“I don’t know,”
said Erica, sadly. “It has been getting
steadily worse for the last few years; we have had
to give up thing after thing. Before long I shouldn’t
wonder if these rooms in what father calls ’Persecution
alley’ grew too expensive for us. But, after
all, it is this sort of thing which makes our own
people love him so much, don’t you think?”
“I have no doubt it is,”
said Charles Osmond, thoughtfully.
And then for a minute or two there
was silence. Erica, having finished her toasting,
stirred the fire into a blaze, and Charles Osmond sat
watching the fair, childish face which looked lovelier
than ever in the soft glow of the fire light.
What would her future be, he wondered. She seemed
too delicate and sensitive for the stormy atmosphere
in which she lived. Would the hard life embitter
her, or would she sink under it? But there was
a certain curve of resoluteness about her well-formed
chin which was sufficient answer to the second question,
while he could not but think that the best safeguard
against the danger of bitterness lay in her very evident
love and loyalty to her father.
Erica in the meantime sat stroking
her cat Friskarina, and wondering a little who her
visitor could be. She liked him very much, and
could not help responding to the bright kindly eyes
which seemed to plead for confidence; though he was
such an entire stranger she found herself quite naturally
opening out her heart to him.
“I am to take notes at my father’s
meeting tonight,” she said, breaking the silence,
“and perhaps write the account of it afterward,
too, and there’s such a delightfully funny man
coming to speak on the other side.”
“Mr. Randolph, is it not?”
“Yes, a sort of male Mrs. Malaprop.
Oh, such fun!” and at the remembrance of some
past encounter, Erica’s eyes positively danced
with laughter. But the next minute she was very
grave.
“I came to speak to Mr. Raeburn
about this evening,” said Charles Osmond.
“Do you know if he has heard of a rumor that
this Mr. Randolph has hired a band of roughs to interrupt
the meeting?”
Erica made an indignant exclamation.
“Perhaps that was what the telegram
was about,” she continued, after a moment’s
thought. “We found it here when we came
in. Father said nothing, but went out very quickly
to answer it. Oh! Now we shall have a dreadful
time of it, I suppose, and perhaps he’ll get
hurt again. I did hope they had given up that
sort of thing.”
She looked so troubled that Charles
Osmond regretted he had said anything, and hastened
to assure her that what he had heard was the merest
rumor, and very possibly not true.
“I am afraid,” she said, “it is
too bad not to be true.”
It struck Charles Osmond that that
was about the saddest little sentence he had ever
heard.
Partly wishing to change the subject,
party from real interest, he made some remark about
a lovely little picture, the only one in the room;
its frame was lighted up by the flickering blaze,
and even in the imperfect light he could see that
the subject was treated in no ordinary way. It
was a little bit of the Thames far away from London,
with a bank of many-tinted trees on one side, and
out beyond a range of low hills, purple in the evening
light. In the sky was a rosy sunset glow, melted
above into saffron color, and this was reflected in
the water, gilding and mellowing the foreground of
sedge and water lilies. But what made the picture
specially charming was that the artist had really caught
the peculiar solemn stillness of evening; merely to
look at that quiet, peaceful river brought a feeling
of hush and calmness. It seemed a strange picture
to find as the sole ornament in the study of a man
who had all his life been fighting the world.
Erica brightened up again, and seemed
to forget her anxiety when he questioned her as to
the artist.
“There is such a nice story
about that picture,” she said, “I always
like to look at it. It was about two years ago,
one very cold winter’s day, and a woman came
with some oil paintings which she was trying to sell
for her husband, who was ill; he was rather a good
artist, but had been in bad health for a long time,
till at last she had really come to hawking about
his pictures in this way, because they were in such
dreadful distress. Father was very much worried
just then, there was a horrid libel case going on,
and that morning he was very busy, and he sent the
woman away rather sharply, and said he had no time
to listen to her. Then presently he was vexed
with himself because she really had looked in great
trouble, and he thought he had been harsh, and, though
he was dreadfully pressed for time, he would go out
into the square to see if he couldn’t find her
again. I went with him, and we had walked all
round and had almost given her up, when we caught sight
of her coming out of a house on the opposite side.
And then it was so nice, father spoke so kindly to
her, and found out more about her history, and said
that he was too poor to buy her pictures; but she looked
dreadfully tired and cold, so he asked her to come
in and rest, and she came and sat by the fire, and
stayed to dinner with us, and we looked at her pictures,
because she seemed so proud of them and liked us to.
One of them was that little river scene, which father
took a great fancy to, and praised a great deal.
She left us her address, and later on, when the libel
case was ended, and father had got damages, and so
had a little spare money, he sent some to this poor
artist, and they were so grateful; though, do you
know, I think the dinner pleased them more than the
money, and they would insist on sending this picture
to father. I’ll light the gas, and then
you’ll see it better.”
She twisted a piece of paper into
a spill, and put an end to the gloaming. Charles
Osmond stood up to get a nearer view of the painting,
and Erica, too, drew nearer, and looked at it for a
minute in silence.
“Father took me up the Thames
once,” she said, by and by. “It was
so lovely. Some day, when all these persécutions
are over, we are going to have a beautiful tour, and
see all sorts of places. But I don’t know
when they will be over. As soon as one bigot ”
she broke off suddenly, with a stifled exclamation
of dismay.
Charles Osmond, in the dim light,
with his long gray beard, had not betrayed his clerical
dress; but, glancing round at him now, she saw at
once that the stranger to whom she had spoken so unreservedly
was by no means one of her father’s followers.
“Well!” he said, smiling,
half understanding her confusion.
“You are a clergyman!” she almost gasped.
“Yes, why not?”
“I beg your pardon, I never thought you
seemed so much too
“Too what?” urged Charles
Osmond. Then, as she still hesitated, “Now,
you must really let me hear the end of that sentence,
or I shall imagine everything dreadful.”
“Too nice,” murmured Erica,
wishing that she could sink through the floor.
But the confession so tickled Charles
Osmond that he laughed aloud, and his laughter was
so infectious that Erica, in spite of her confusion,
could not help joining in it. She had a very keen
sense of the ludicrous, and the position was undoubtedly
a laughable one; still there were certain appalling
recollections of the past conversation which soon
made her serious again. She had talked of persécutions
to one who was, at any rate, on the side of persecutors;
had alluded to bigots, and, worst of all, had spoken
in no measured terms of “tiresome Christians.”
She turned, rather shyly, and yet
with a touch of dignity, to her visitor, and said:
“It was very careless of me
not to notice more, but it was dark, and I am not
used to seeing any but our own people here. I
am afraid I said things which must have hurt you;
I wish you had stopped me.”
The beautiful color had spread and
deepened in her cheeks, and there was something indescribably
sweet and considerate in her tone of apology.
Charles Osmond was touched by it.
“It is I who should apologize,”
he said. “I am not at all sure that I was
justified in sitting there quietly, knowing that you
were under a delusion; but it is always very delightful
to me in this artificial world to meet any one who
talks quite naturally, and the interest of hearing
your view of the question kept me silent. You
must forgive me, and as you know I am too nice to
be a clergyman
“Oh, I beg your pardon.
How rude I have been,” cried Erica, blushing
anew; “but you did make me say it.”
“Of course, and I take it as
a high compliment from you,” said Charles Osmond,
laughing again at the recollection. “Come,
may we not seal our friendship? We have been
sufficiently frank with each other to be something
more than acquaintances for the future.”
Erica held out her hand and found
it taken in a strong, firm clasp, which somehow conveyed
much more than an ordinary handshake.
“And, after all, you are
too nice for a clergyman!” she thought to herself.
Then, as a fresh idea crossed her mind, she suddenly
exclaimed: “But you came to tell us about
Mr. Randolph’s roughs, did you not? How
came you to care that we should know beforehand?”
“Why, naturally I hoped that
a disturbance might be stopped.”
“Is it natural?” questioned
Erica. “I should have thought it more natural
for you to think with your own party.”
“But peace and justice and freedom
of speech must all stand before party questions.”
“Yet you think that we are wrong,
and that Christianity is right?”
“Yes, but to my mind perfect
justice is part of Christianity.”
“Oh,” said Erica, in a
tone which meant unutterable things.
“You think that Christians do
not show perfect justice to you?” said Charles
Osmond, reading her thoughts.
“I can’t say I think they
do,” she replied. Then, suddenly firing
up at the recollection of her afternoon’s experiences,
she said: “They are not just to us, though
they preach justice; they are not loving, though they
talk about love. If they want us to think their
religion true, I wonder they don’t practice
it a little more and preach it less. What is the
use of talking of ‘brotherly kindness and charity,’
when they hardly treat us like human beings, when
they make up wicked lies about us, and will hardly
let us sit in the same room with them!”
“Come, now, we really are sitting
in the same room,” said Charles Osmond, smiling.
“Oh, dear, what am I to do!”
exclaimed Erica. “I can’t remember
that you are one of them! You are so very unlike
most.”
“I think,” said Charles
Osmond, “you have come across some very bad
specimens.”
Erica, in her heart, considered her
visitor as the exception which proved the rule; but
not wishing to be caught tripping again, she resolved
to say no more upon the subject.
“Let us talk of something else,” she said.
“Something nicer?” said
Charles Osmond, with a little mischievous twinkle
in his eyes.
“Safer,” said Erica, laughing.
“But stop, I hear my father.”
She went out into the passage to meet
him. Charles Osmond heard her explaining his
visit and the news he had brought, heard Raeburn’s
brief responses; then, in a few moments, the two entered
the room, a picturesque looking couple, the clergyman
thought; the tall, stately man, with his broad forehead
and overshadowing masses of auburn hair; the little
eager-faced, impetuous girl, so winsome in her unconventional
frankness.
The conversation became a trifle more
ceremonious, though with Erica perched on the arm
of her father’s chair, ready to squeeze his hand
at every word which pleased her, it could hardly become
stiff. Raeburn had just heard the report of Mr.
Randolph’s scheme, and had already taken precautionary
measures; but he was surprised and gratified that Charles
Osmond should have troubled to bring him word about
it. The two men talked on with the most perfect
friendliness; and by and by, to Erica’s great
delight, Charles Osmond expressed a wish to be present
at the meeting that night, and made inquiries as to
the time and place.
“Oh, couldn’t you stay
to tea and go with us?” she exclaimed, forgetting
for the third time that he was a clergyman, and offering
the ready hospitality she would have offered to any
one else.
“I should be delighted,”
he said, smiling, “if you can really put up
with one of the cloth.”
Raeburn, amused at his daughter’s
spontaneous hospitality, and pleased with the friendly
acceptance it had met with, was quite ready to second
the invitation. Erica was delighted; she carried
off the cat and the toast into the next room, eager
to tell her mother all about the visitor.
“The most delightful man, mother,
not a bit like a clergyman. I didn’t find
out for ever so long what he was, and said all sorts
of dreadful things; but he didn’t mind, and
was not the least offended.”
“When will you learn to be cautious,
I wonder,” said Mrs. Raeburn, smiling.
“You are a shocking little chatter-box.”
And as Erica flitted busily about,
arranging the tea table, her mother watched her half
musedly, half anxiously. She had always been remarkably
frank and outspoken, and there was something so transparently
sincere about her, that she seldom gave offense.
But the mother could not help wondering how it would
be as she grew older and mixed with a greater variety
of people. In fact, in every way she was anxious
about the child’s future, for Erica’s
was a somewhat perplexing character, and seemed very
ill fitted for her position.
Eric Haeberlein had once compared
her to a violin, and there was a good deal of truth
in his idea. She was very sensitive, responding
at once to the merest touch, and easily moved to admiration
and devoted love, or to strong indignation. Naturally
high-spirited, she was subject, too, to fits of depression,
and was always either in the heights or the depths.
Yet with all these characteristics was blended her
father’s indomitable courage and tenacity.
Though feeling the thorns of life far more keenly
than most people, she was one of those who will never
yield; though pricked and wounded by outward events,
she would never be conquered by circumstances.
At present her capabilities for adoration, which were
very great, were lavished in two directions; in the
abstract she worshipped intellect, in the concrete
she worshipped her father.
From the grief and indignation of
the afternoon she had passed with extraordinary rapidity
to a state of merriment, which would have been incomprehensible
to one who did not understand her peculiarly complex
character. Mrs. Raeburn listened with a good deal
of amusement to her racy description of Charles Osmond.
“Strange that this should have
happened so soon after our talk this afternoon,”
she said, musingly. “Perhaps it is as well
that you should have a glimpse of the other side,
against which you were inveighing, or you might be
growing narrow.”
“He is much too good to belong
to them!” said Erica enthusiastically.
As she spoke Raeburn entered, bringing
the visitor with him, and they all sat down to their
meal, Erica pouring out tea and attending to every
one’s wants, fondling her cat, and listening
to the conversation, with all the time a curious perception
that to sit down to table with one of her father’s
opponents was a very novel experience. She could
not help speculating as to the thoughts and impressions
of her companions. Her mother was, she thought,
pleased and interested for about her worn face there
was the look of contentment which invariably came when
for a time the bitterness of the struggle of life
was broken by any sign of friendliness. Her father
was as he generally was in his own house quiet,
gentle in manner, ready to be both an attentive and
an interested listener. This gift he had almost
as markedly as the gift of speech; he at once perceived
that his guest was no ordinary man, and by a sort
of instinct he had discovered on what subjects he was
best calculated to speak, and wherein they could gain
most from him. Charles Osmond’s thoughts
she could only speculate about; but that he was ready
to take them all as friends, and did not regard them
as a different order of being, was plain.
The conversation had drifted into
regions of abstruse science, when Erica, who had been
listening attentively, was altogether diverted by
the entrance of the servant, who brought her a brown-paper
parcel. Eagerly opening it, she was almost bewildered
by the delightful surprise of finding a complete edition
of Longfellow’s poems, bound in dark blue morocco.
Inside was written: “From another admirer
of ‘Hiawatha.’”
She started up with a rapturous exclamation,
and the two men paused in their talk, each unable
to help watching the beautiful little face all aglow
with happiness. Erica almost danced round the
room with her new treasure.
“What heavenly person can
have sent me this?” she cried. “Look,
father! Did you ever see such a beauty?”
Science went to the winds, and Raeburn
gave all his sympathy to Erica and Longfellow.
“The very thing you were wishing for. Who
could have sent it?”
“I can’t think. It
can’t be Tom, because I know he’s spent
all his money, and auntie would never call herself
an admirer of ‘Hiawatha,’ nor Herr Haeberlein,
nor Monsieur Noirol, nor any one I can think of.”
“Dealings with the fairies,”
said Raeburn, smiling. “Your beggar-child
with the scones suddenly transformed into a beneficent
rewarder.”
“Not from you, father?”
Raeburn laughed.
“A pretty substantial fairy
for you. No, no, I had no hand in it. I
can’t give you presents while I am in debt, my
bairn.”
“Oh, isn’t it jolly to
get what one wants!” said Erica, with a fervor
which made the three grown-up people laugh.
“Very jolly,” said Raeburn,
giving her a little mute caress.
“But now, Erica, please to go
back and eat something, or I shall have my reporter
fainting in the middle of a speech.”
She obeyed, carrying away the book
with her, and enlivening them with extracts from it;
once delightedly discovering a most appropriate passage.
“Why, of course,” she
exclaimed, “you and Mr. Osmond, father, are
smoking the Peace Pipe.” And with much force
and animation she read them bits from the first canto.
Raeburn left the room before long to get ready for his
meeting, but Erica still lingered over her new treasure, putting it down at
length with great reluctance to prepare her notebook and sharpen her pencil.
Isnt that a delightful bit where Hiawatha was angry, she said; it has been
running in my head all day
“’For his
heart was hot within him,
Like a living coal his
heart was.’
That’s what I shall feel like
tonight when Mr. Randolph attacks father.”
She ran upstairs to dress, and, as
the door closed upon her, Mrs. Raeburn turned to Charles
Osmond with a sort of apology.
“She finds it very hard not
to speak out her thoughts; it will often get her into
trouble, I am afraid.”
“It is too fresh and delightful
to be checked, though,” said Charles Osmond;
“I assure you she has taught me many a lesson
tonight.”
The mother talked on almost unreservedly
about the subject that was evidently nearest her heart the
difficulties of Erica’s education, the harshness
they so often met with, the harm it so evidently did
the child till the subject of the conversation
came down again much too excited and happy to care
just then for any unkind treatment. Had she not
got a Longfellow of her very own, and did not that
unexpected pleasure make up for a thousand privations
and discomforts?
Yet, with all her childishness and
impetuosity, Erica was womanly, too, as Charles Osmond
saw by the way she waited on her mother, thinking of
everything which the invalid could possibly want while
they were gone, brightening the whole place with her
sunshiny presence. Whatever else was lacking,
there was no lack of love in this house. The tender
considerateness which softened Erica’s impetuosity
in her mother’s presence, the loving comprehension,
between parent and child, was very beautiful to see.