DISCOVERIES
“Who is Alice?” she wondered
on her way home, “and for whom was she waiting?”
A shopgirl perhaps, and he was, probably not
a clerk in a shop he looked more like a
mechanic but hardly a gentleman. Not,
at any rate, what her mother or Jane would call a
gentleman not the kind of gentleman that
George was, or Charley Gracey, for instance. He
was doubtless devoid of those noble traditions by
and through which, her mother had always told her,
a gentleman was made out of a man the traditions
which had created Arthur and Cousin Jimmy as surely
as they had created George and Charley. “I
wonder what tradition really amounts to?” she
thought, while she stood on the rear platform of a
Harlem train, grasping the handle of the door as the
car swung round a curve. “All my life,
I have been getting farther away from it a
woman has to, I suppose, when she works and
if I get away from it myself how can I honestly hold
to it for men, who, according to mother, can’t
be gentlemen without it?” Then reverting to
her first question, she resumed musingly: “Who
is Alice? It would be rather amusing to
be Alice for one evening, and to find out what it
means to be loved by a man like that, even if he isn’t
a gentleman. He was, I think, the cleanest creature
I ever saw, and it wasn’t just the cleanness
of soap and water it went deeper than that.
It was the cleanness of the winds and the sea as
if his eyes had been washed by the sea. I wonder
who Alice is? A common little shopgirl probably
from Sixth Avenue, with padded hair and painted lips,
and smelling of cheap powder. That’s just
the kind of girl to fascinate a big, strong, simple
creature like that Yes, of course, Alice is cheap
and tawdry and vulgar, with no substance to her mind.”
She tried to think of Arthur, but her mental image
of him had become as thin and unsubstantial as a shadow.
When she reached the apartment, Fanny
rushed into her arms, and inquired breathlessly if
she had taken the house?
“We went down again to look
at it, mother, and we like it even better than ever.
It will be so lovely to live next door to Carlie.
We can tango every evening, and Carlie knows a lot
of boys who come in to dance because the floor is
so good.”
Her cheeks flushed while she talked,
and, for the moment, she lost entirely her resemblance
to Jane, who was never animated, though she made a
perpetual murmurous sound. Unlike Jane, Fanny
was vivacious, pert, and, for her years, extraordinarily
sophisticated. Already she dressed with extreme
smartness; already she was thinking of men as of possible
lovers; and already she was beginning, in her mother’s
phrase, “to manage her life.” Her
trite little face, in its mist of golden hair, which
she took hours to arrange, still reminded one of the
insipid angel on a Christmas card; but in spite of
the engaging innocence of her look, she was prodigiously
experienced in the beguiling arts of her sex.
Almost from the cradle she had had “a way”
with men; and her “way” was as far superior
in finesse to the simple coquetry of Cousin Pussy as
the worldliness of Broadway was superior to the worldliness
of Hill Street. From her yellow hair, which she
wore very low over her forehead and ears, to her silk
stockings of the gray called “London smoke,”
which showed coquettishly below her “hobble”
skirt, and above the flashing silver buckles on her
little pointed shoes of; patent leather, Fanny was
as uncompromisingly modern in her appearance as she
was in her tastes or her philosophy. Her mind,
which was small and trite like her face, was of a
curiously speculative bent, though its speculations
were directed mainly toward the by-paths of knowledge
which Gabriella, in her busy life, had had neither
the time nor the inclination to explore. For Fanny
was frankly interested in vice with the cool and dispassionate
interest of the inquiring spectator. She was
perfectly aware of the social evil; and unknown to
Gabriella she had investigated, through the ample medium
of the theatre and fiction, every dramatic phase of
the traffic in white slaves. Her coolness never
deserted her, for she was as temperamental as a fish,
and, for all the sunny white and gold of her surface,
she had the shallow restlessness of a meadow brook.
At twelve years of age she had devoted herself to
music and had planned an operatic career; at fourteen,
she had turned to literature, and was writing a novel;
and a year later, encouraged by her practical mother,
she had plunged into the movement for woman suffrage,
and had marched, in a white dress and carrying a purple
banner, through an admiring crowd in Fifth Avenue.
To-day, after a variable period, when she had dabbled
in kindergarten, wood engraving, the tango, and settlement
work, she was studying for the stage, and had fallen
in love with a matinée idol. Gabriella, who
had welcomed the wood engraving and the kindergartening
and had been sympathetically, though impersonally,
aware of the suffrage movement, just as she had been
aware many years before of the Spanish War, was deeply
disturbed by her daughter’s recent effervescence
of emotion.
“I suppose she’ll get
over it. She gets over everything,” she
had said to Miss Polly, drawing painful comfort from
the shallowness and insincerity of Fanny’s nature,
“but something dreadful might happen while she
is in one of her moods.”
“Not with Fanny,” Miss
Polly had replied reassuringly. “Fanny knows
more already than you and I put together, and she’s
got about as much red blood as a lemon. She ain’t
the sort that things happen to, so don’t you
begin to worry about her. She’s got mighty
little sense, that’s the gospel truth, but the
little she’s got has been sharpened down to a
p’int.”
“I can’t help feeling
that she hasn’t been well brought up. I
did what I could, but she needed more time and care
than I could give her. It wasn’t, of course,
as if I’d chosen to neglect her. I have
been obliged to work or she would have starved.”
“Oh, well, I wouldn’t
bother about that. It’s like wishing chickens
back in the shell after they’re hatched there
ain’t a particle of use in it. If you ask
me what I think then, I’d say that
Fanny would be just exactly what she is if you’d
raised her down yonder in Virginia. Her father’s
in her as well as you, and it seems to me that she
grows more like him every day that she lives.
Now, Archibald is your child, anybody can tell that
at a glance. It’s queer, ain’t it
how the boys almost always seem to take after the
mother?”
“But Charley has a splendid
daughter. Think of his Margaret.”
“Of course, there ain’t
any rule that works out every time; but you know,
I’ll always take up for Mr. Charley if it’s
with the last breath I draw. It ain’t always
the woman that gets the worst of marriage, though
to hear some people talk you’d think it was nothin’
but turkey and plum puddin’ for men. But
it ain’t, I don’t care who says so, and
if anybody but a saint could have married Jane without
takin’ to drink, I’d like to have seen
him try it, that’s all.”
That was three weeks ago, and to-night,
while Fanny rattled on about the house in West Twenty-third
Street, her mother watched her with a tolerant affection
in which there was neither admiration nor pride.
She was not deluded about Fanny’s character,
though the maternal mote in her eye obscured her critical
vision of her appearance. But, notwithstanding
the fact that she thought Fanny beautiful, she was
clearly aware that the girl had never been, since
she left the cradle, anything but a source of anxiety;
and for the last week or two Gabriella had been more
than usually worried about her infatuation for the
matinée idol. In spite of Miss Polly’s
assurances that Fanny was too calculating for rash
adventures, Gabriella had spent several sleepless nights
over the remote possibility of an entanglement, and
her anxiety was heightened by the fact that the child
told her nothing. They were so different that
there was little real sympathy between them, and confidences
from daughter to mother must spring, she knew, from
fulness of sympathy. “I wonder if she ever
realizes how hard I have worked for her?” she
thought. “How completely I’ve given
up my life?” And there rose in her thoughts the
wish that her children could have stayed children forever.
“As long as they were little, they filled my
life, but as soon as they get big enough for other
things, they break away from me even Archibald
will change when he goes away to school, next year,
and I shall never have him again as he is now.”
At the very time, she knew, when she needed them most when
middle-age was approaching her children
were failing her not only as companions, but as a
supreme and vital reason for living. If they
could have stayed babies, she felt that she should
have been satisfied to go on forever with nothing
else in her life; but in a little while they would
grow up and begin to lead their own intense personal
lives, while she, having outlived her usefulness, would
be left with only her work, with only dressmaking
and millinery for a life interest. “Something
is wrong with me,” she thought sternly; “the
visit to the judge must have upset me. I don’t
usually have such wretched thoughts in the evening.”
“Did you bring me your school
report, darling?” she asked.
Yes, Fanny had brought it, and she
drew it forth reluctantly from the pages of a novel.
It was impossible to make her study. She was as
incapable of application as a butterfly. “I
thought you were going to do better this month, Fanny,”
said Gabriella reproachfully.
“Oh, mother dear, I want to
leave school. I hate it! Please let me begin
to study for the stage. You know you always said
the study of Shakespeare was improving.”
They were in the midst of the argument
when Archibald came in, and he showed little sympathy
with Fanny’s dramatic ambition.
“The stage? Nonsense!
What you want is to get safely married,” he
remarked scornfully, and Gabriella agreed with him.
There was no doubt in her mind that for some women,
and Fanny promised to be one of these, marriage was
the only safeguard. Then she looked at Archibald,
strong, sturdy, self-reliant, and clever; and she
realized, with a pang, that some day he also would
marry that she must lose him as well as
Fanny.
“I’ve had a letter from
Pelham Forest, dear,” she said Pelham
Forest was a school in Virginia “and
I am making up my mind to let you go there next autumn.”
“And then to the University
of Virginia where Grandfather went?”
“Yes, and then to the University of Virginia.”
Though she tried to speak lightly,
the thought of the coming separation brought a pang
to her heart.
“Well, I’d rather work,”
said Archibald stoutly. “I don’t want
to go away to school. I’d a long sight
rather start in with a railroad or a steamship company
and make my way up.”
“But, darling, I couldn’t
bear that. You must have an education. It’s
what I’ve worked for from the beginning, and
when you’ve finished at the university, I want
to send you abroad to study. If only Fanny would
go to college, too, I’d be so happy.”
“Don’t you waste any money
on Fanny’s education,” retorted Archibald,
“because it isn’t worth it. What we
ought to do is to get to work and let you take a rest.
The first money I make, I’m going to spend on
giving you pretty clothes and a rest.”
“I don’t want to rest,
dear,” replied Gabriella, with a laugh.
“I’m not an old lady yet, you silly boy.”
How ridiculous it was that he always spoke of her
work as if it were a hardship a burden from
which she must be released at the first opportunity.
That was so like Cousin Jimmy, a survival, she supposed,
from the tradition of the South. Unlike Fanny,
whose horizon was bounded by her personal inclinations,
Archibald seemed never to think of himself, never
to put either his comfort or his career before his
love for his mother. To attempt to shape Fanny’s
character was like working in tissue paper, but there
was stout substance in Archibald. Gabriella had
tried hard she told herself over and over
again that she had tried as hard as she could with
both of her children; and with one of them at least
she felt that she had succeeded. There was, she
knew, the making of a splendid man in her son; and
his very ugliness, which had been so noticeable when
he was a child, was developing now into attractiveness.
For it was the ugliness of strength, not of weakness,
and there was no trace in his nature of the self-indulgence
which had ruined his father.
“But I don’t want to go
to college, mother dear,” protested Fanny, who
always addressed Gabriella as “dear” when
she was about to become intractable; “I want
to go on the stage.”
“You are not to see another
play, except when I take you, for a whole year.
Remember what I tell you, Fanny!” replied Gabriella
sternly. Not Mrs. Carr herself, not Cousin Becky
Bollingbroke, of sanctified memory, could have regarded
an actress’s career with greater horror than
did the advanced and independent Gabriella. Any
career, indeed, appeared to her to be out of the question
for Fanny (a girl who couldn’t even get on a
street car without being spoken to), and of all careers
the one the stage afforded was certainly the last
she would have selected for her daughter.
“I’ll remember,”
responded Fanny coolly, and Gabriella knew in her heart
that the girl would disobey her at the first opportunity.
It was impossible to chaperon her every minute, and
Fanny, unchaperoned, was, in the realistic phrase
of her brother, “looking for trouble.”
“I’ll send her to boarding-school
next year,” Gabriella determined; and she reflected
gloomily that with Fanny and, Archibald both away,
she might as well be a bachelor woman.
“Well, children, you’re
both going away next winter,” she said positively.
“I can’t look after you, Fanny, and make
your living at the same time, so I shall send you
to boarding-school. What do you say to Miss Bradfordine’s?”
“That’s up on the Hudson,
mother. I don’t want to go out of New York.”
Fanny was genuinely alarmed at last.
“The farther away from New York the better,
my daughter.”
“What will you do here all alone with Miss Polly?
“Oh, we’ll do very well,”
answered Gabriella with cheerful promptness; “you
need not worry about me.”
“If I’m good this summer, will you change
your mind, mother?”
“Try being good, and see.”
Though Gabriella spoke sweetly, it was with the obstinate
sweetness of Mrs. Carr. One thing she had resolved
firmly in the last quarter of an hour: Fanny
should go away to boarding-school next September.
“Ain’t you goin’
to walk in the suffrage parade this year, Fanny?”
inquired Miss Polly, who always thought it necessary
to interrupt an argument between Gabriella and her
daughter.
“I haven’t anything to
wear,” replied Fanny pettishly. Her brief
interest in “votes for women” had evaporated
with the entrance of the matinée idol into her
life.
“There’s a lovely white
gown just in from Paris I’ll get for you,”
said Gabriella pleasantly. She was tired, for
she had had a trying day; but long ago, when her children
were babies, she had determined that she would never
permit herself to speak sharply to them. In Fanny’s
most exasperating humours, Gabriella tried to remember
her own youthful mistakes, tried to be lenient to
George’s faults which she recognized in the
girl’s character.
“As if anybody needed to be
dressed up to march!” exclaimed Archibald scornfully,
and he added: “She’s always acting,
isn’t she, mother?”
“Hush, dear, you mustn’t
tease your sister,” Gabriella admonished the
boy, though her voice when she spoke to him was attuned
to a deeper and softer note.
“If you make me go to boarding-school
next year, I don’t care whether you take the
rooms in Twenty-third Street or not,” said Fanny
sullenly, for, in spite of her fickle temperament,
there was a remarkable tenacity in her thwarted inclinations.
“Very well. I’ll
look at the house and decide to-morrow.”
As the servant came in to lay the table, Gabriella
dismissed the subject of Fanny’s school, and
opened the book it chanced to be a volume
of Browning which she was reading aloud
to the children.
“I am really worried about Fanny,”
she said to Miss Folly at midnight, while she lingered
in the living-room before going to bed. “I
honestly don’t know what to make of her, and
I feel, somehow, that she is one of my failures.”
“Well, you can’t expect
everything to go the way you want it. Did you
see the judge?”
“Yes, I saw him, but it was
no use.” Her visit to Judge Crowborough
appeared to her perturbed mind as a piece of headstrong
and extravagant folly, and she dismissed it from her
thoughts as she had dismissed heavier burdens in the
past. “Men simply won’t treat Women
in business as they treat men, and I don’t see
unless human nature changes, how it is to be helped.
But what about the house in Twenty-third Street?
Do you think I ought to look at it?”
“It was the most homelike place
we saw, by a long way. There ain’t many
places in New York where you can have a flower-bed
in the front yard.”
“Do you think Fanny will be
happy there? A year before this stage mania seized
her, you know, she was wild to move to Park Avenue.”
“Well, you know I’ve got
a suspicion,” Miss Folly dropped her voice to
a whisper. “Of course it ain’t nothin’
but a suspicion, for she never opens her mouth about
it to me, but I’ve got a right smart suspicion
that that young actor she is so crazy about lives somewhere
down there in that neighbourhood, and she thinks she
could watch him go by in the street. I don’t
believe, you know, that she’s ever so much as
spoken to him in her life.”
“It’s impossible!”
exclaimed Gabriella, for this revelation of Miss Polly’s
discernment was astonishing to her; “but if that’s
the case,” she added gravely, “I oughtn’t
to think of moving into the house.”
“Oh, well, I don’t know
that he’s anywhere very near, and Fanny’s
goin’ to be at boarding-school for a year or
two and away with Jane at the White Sulphur in the
summers. She won’t be there much anyhow,
will she?”
“Not much, but how I shall miss
her and, of course, if I miss her, I’ll
miss Archibald even more, because he gives me no anxiety.
It’s odd,” she finished abruptly, “but
I’ve been depressed all day. I suppose my
birthday has something to do with it.”
“You ain’t often like
that, Gabriella. I never saw anybody keep in
better spirits than you do.”
“I’m happy, but the spring
makes me restless. I feel as if I’d missed
something I ought to have had.”
“All of us feel that way at
times, I reckon, but it don’t last, and we settle
down comfortably after a while to doin’ without
what we haven’t got. And you’ve been
mighty successful, honey. You’ve succeeded
in everything you undertook except marriage.”
“Yes, except my marriage.”
“Well, I reckon things happen
and you can’t do ’em over again,”
observed the little seamstress, with the natural fatalism
of the “poor white” of the South.
As she undressed and got into bed,
Gabriella told herself cheerfully that there was,
indeed, no need to worry over things that you couldn’t
change after they happened. From the open window
a shaft of light fell on her mirror, and while she
watched it, she tried to convince her rebellious imagination
that she was perfectly satisfied, that life had given
her all that she had ever desired. “I have
more than most women anyhow,” she insisted,
weakening a little. “I’ve accomplished
what I undertook, and by the time I’m fifty,
if things go well, I may become a rich woman.
I’ll be able to give Fanny everything that she
wants, and if she hasn’t married, we can go
abroad every summer, and Archibald can join us in
Switzerland or the Tyrol. About Archibald, at
least, I can feel perfectly easy. He is the kind
of boy to succeed. He is strong, he hasn’t
a weakness, and I am sure there isn’t a brighter
boy in the world.” Around the shaft of
light in the mirror a stream of sparks, like tiny
comets, began to form and quiver back and forth as
if they were flying. “It’s a pity
the judge can’t help me, but it wouldn’t
do. I’d never forget what happened to-day,
and you can never tell when trouble like that is coming.
I’ll either make Madame give me half the profits
for managing the business or I’ll go to Blakeley
& Grymn at a salary of ten thousand a year. She
won’t let me go, of course, because she knows
I’d take two thirds of her customers with the.
Then I’ll invest all I can save in the business
until finally I am able to buy it entirely ”
An elevated train passed the corner, and while the
rumble died slowly in the distance, she found herself
thinking of Arthur. “How different my life
might have been if I had only stayed true to him.
That’s the happiest lot that could fall to a
woman, to be loved by a man as faithful and tender
as Arthur.” For a few minutes she lay, without
thought, watching the lights quiver and dance in the
mirror, and listening to the faint rumble of the elevated
train far up the street. Then, just as she was
falling asleep, a question flashed out of the flickering
lights into her mind, and she started awake again.
“I wonder who Alice is?” she said aloud
to the night.
Several weeks, later, at the end of
a busy day, Gabriella stood in front of the house
in London Terrace, watching her furniture as it passed
across the pavement and up the flagged walk into the
hail. The yard was neglected and overgrown with
dandelions and wire-grass; but an old rose-bush by
the steps was in full bloom, and already Miss Polly
was surveying the tangled weeds with the eye of a
destroyer.
“I declare I’m just hungerin’
for flowers,” she said wistfully, following
the dining-room table as far as the foot of the steps
where Gabriella stood. “The very first
thing in the morning before I get breakfast, I’m
goin’ to sow some mignonette and nasturtium seeds
in that border along the wall, and fix some window
boxes with clove pinks and sweet alyssum in ’em
like your ma used to have in summer. I reckon
that’s why I was so set on this place from the
first. It looks more like Richmond in old times
than it does like New York.”
Beyond the grass and weeds, over which
Gabriella was gazing, the street was so quiet for
the moment that it might have been one of those forgotten
squares in Richmond (she had never called them blocks)
where needy gentlewomen still practised “light
housekeeping” in the social twilight of the
last century. Now and then a tired man or woman
slouched by from work; once a newsboy stopped at the
gate to shout the name of his paper in belligerent
accents; and a few wagons or a clanging car passed
rapidly in the direction of Broadway. From the
corner of Ninth Avenue the elevated road, which seemed
to her at times the only permanent thing in her surroundings,
still roared and rumbled its disturbing undercurrent
in her life.
“I think we shall be quite comfortable
here,” she said, watching the last piece of
furniture pass through the door. “Where
are the children?” The air had the rich softness
of summer, and the roving fragrance from the old garden
rose-bush by the steps awakened a strange homesickness
in her heart that mysterious homesickness
which the spring gives us for places we have never
seen.
“The children are upstairs fixing
their rooms,” replied Miss. Polly, stooping
to pluck up a weed by the roots. “I reckon
I’d better go and tell Minnie to begin gettin’
dinner, hadn’t I?”
“Yes, I’ll come in presently.
I hate to leave the air and the roses.”
“I wish we had the whole house, Gabriella.”
“It would be ever so much nicer,
because I’m afraid the man on the first floor
is dreadfully common. I don’t like the look
of that golden-oak hatrack in the hail.”
“Well, men never did have much
taste. Think of the things your Cousin Jimmy
would admire if Miss Pussy didn’t tell him not
to. Do you recollect that paper in your parlour
at home? Now Mr. Jimmy thought that paper downright
handsome. I’ve heard him say so.”
“It was dreadful, but, do you
know, I designed a gown last winter in peacock blue
like that paper, and it was a tremendous success.
Poor mother, I wish she could have seen it peacock
blue with an embossed border.”
“You may laugh about it now,
but I don’t believe your mother minded it much.
People in old times didn’t let things get on
their nerves the way they do to-day.”
She went indoors to attend to the
dinner table; and as Gabriella turned back to the
steps, she heard the gate slam and a man’s voice
exclaim heartily: “I’ll see you about
it to-morrow.” Then a figure came rapidly
up the walk a large, free figure, with a
buoyant swing, which awoke a trivial and fleeting
association in her memory. Without noticing her,
the man stooped for an instant beside the rose-bush,
plucked a bud, and held it to his nostrils as he turned
to the steps. His voice, singing a snatch of
ragtime which she recognized without recalling the
name of it, rang out, gay and powerful, as he approached
her.
“I’ve seen him somewhere.
Who can he be?” she thought, and then swiftly,
as in a blaze of light, she remembered the May afternoon
in West Twenty-third Street, and “Alice,”
whom she had wondered about and forgotten. She
had again a vivid impression of bigness, of freshness,
and of gray eyes that, reminded her vaguely of the
colour of a storm on the sea.
“Good evening!” he remarked
with impersonal friendliness as he passed her; and
from the quality of his voice she inferred, as she
had done on that May afternoon, that he was without
culture, probably without education.
He went inside; the door of his front
room opened and shut, and after a minute or two the
snatch of ragtime floated merrily through his window.
If there was anything on earth she disliked, she reflected
impatiently, it was a comic song.
“He isn’t a gentleman.
I was right, he is common,” she thought disdainfully,
as she went indoors and ascended the stairs. “And
he may make it very disagreeable for us if he insists
on bringing common people into the houses” There
was a vague impression in her mind that the males
of the lower classes were invariably noisy.
“I saw the man on the first
floor as I came up,” she remarked to Miss Folly.
“I hope he isn’t going to be an annoyance.”
“Mrs. Squires says he’s
never in evenings. He gets all his meals out
except breakfast, and she fixes that for him.
She told me he was hardly ever here unless he was
eatin’ or sleepin’, so I don’t reckon
he’ll bother us?”
“Well, I’m glad of that,
because he isn’t the kind of person I’d
like the children to see anything of. You can
tell that he is quite common.”
“What does he look like? Is he rough?”
“Oh, no, he is good looking
enough a fine animal. I suppose he’s
handsome in a way, and he was dressed very carefully,
but, of course, he isn’t a gentleman.”
For the second time this stranger had made her feel
that she had missed something in life, and she felt
almost that she hated him.
“Oh, well, I don’t reckon
it will hurt us to pass him in the hall,” replied
Miss Polly soothingly, “as long as he don’t
bring in any diseases.”
The next day they settled comfortably
in the upper rooms and, as far as sound or movement
went, the floor below might have been tenanted by the
dead. When she went out Gabriella passed the dreadful
hatrack of golden-oak in the lower hail; and after
a day or two she noticed that it held a collection
of soft felt hats, two overcoats of good cut and material,
and an assortment of gold-headed walking-sticks, which
appeared never to be used. Though she tried to
ignore the presence of the hatrack, there was an aggressive
masculinity about it which revived in her the almost
forgotten feeling of having “a man in the house.”
The mere existence of a man of an unknown
man on the first floor, altered the character
not only of the lower hail, but of the entire house;
it was, she felt instinctively, a different place
from a house occupied by women alone. She had
seen so little of men in the last ten years that she
had almost forgotten their distinguishing characteristics,
and the scent of tobacco stealing through the closed
door of the front room downstairs came as a fresh
surprise when she passed Out in the morning.
“I suppose I’m getting old maidish,”
she thought. “That comes of leading a one-sided
life. Yes, I am getting into a groove.”
And she determined that she would go out more in the
evenings and try to take an interest in the theatre
and the new dances. But even while she was in
the act of resolving, she realized that when her hard
day’s work was over, and she came home at six
o’clock, she was too tired; too utterly worn
out, for anything except dinner and bed. There
was still the cheerful hour with the children (that
she had kept up in the busiest seasons); but when the
question of going out was discussed at dinner, she
usually ended by sending the children to a lecture
or a harmless play with Miss Polly. “When
you work as hard as I do, there isn’t much else
for you in life,” she concluded regretfully,
and there swept over her, as on that May afternoon,
a sense of failure, of dissatisfaction, of disappointment.
Youth was slipping, slipping, and she had missed something.
At such moments she thought sadly
of her life, of its possibilities and its significance.
It ought in the nature of things, she felt, to mean
so much more than it had meant; it ought to have been
so much more vital, so much more satisfying and complete.
As it was, she could remember of it only scattered
ends, frayed places, useless beginnings, and broken
promises. With how many beliefs had she started,
and now not one of them remained with her well,
hardly one of them! The dropping of illusion
after illusion that was what the years had
brought to her as they passed; for she saw that she
had always been growing farther and farther away from
tradition, from accepted opinions, from the dogmas
and the ideals of the ages. The experience and
the wisdom of others had failed her at the very beginning.
At the end of the week, when she and
Miss Polly were watering seeds in the yard one afternoon
at sunset, the man from the first floor came leisurely
up the walk, and removing a big black cigar from his
mouth, wished them “good evening” as he
passed.
“Good evening,” responded
Gabriella coolly. She had resolved that there
should be no interchange of unnecessary civilities
between the first floor and the upper storeys.
“One can never tell how far men of that class
will presume,” she thought sternly.
“Don’t you think he’s
good lookin’, honey?” inquired Miss Polly
in a whisper when O’Hara had entered the house
with his latchkey and closed the door after him.
“Is he? I didn’t look at him.”
“You wouldn’t think he’d
ever had a day’s sickness in his life. I
reckon he’s as big as your Cousin Micajah Berkeley
was. You don’t recollect, him, do you?”
“He died before I was born.
Are those wisps of gray green, in the border, pinks,
Miss Polly?”
“Clove pinks like your ma used
to raise. It ain’t the right time to set
’em out, but I sent all the way down to Richmond
for ’em. I’m goin’ to get a
microphylla rose, too, in the fall. Do you reckon
it would grow up North, Gabriella?”
“Well, we might try, anyhow. Where are
the children?”
“Fanny’s over at Carlie’s,
an’ Archibald said he was goin’ to the
gymnasium befo’ dinner. He’s just
crazy about gettin’ as strong as the man on
the first floor. He was punching a ball this mornin’,
and Archibald saw him. I never knew the boy to
take such a sudden fancy.”
“When did he speak to him?”
asked Gabriella, and her tone had a touch of asperity
so unusual that Miss Polly exclaimed in astonishment:
“For goodness sake, Gabriella, what has come
over you? Do you feel any sort of palpitations?
Shall I run after the harts-horn?”
“No, I’m not ill, but
I don’t like Archibald to pick up acquaintances
I know nothing about.”
“I reckon if you’re goin’
to sample all Archibald’s acquaintances, you’ll
have a job on your hands. You ain’t gone
an’ taken a dislike to Mr. O’Hara for
nothin’, have you?”
“Oh, no, but I have to be careful
about the children. Suppose he should begin speaking
to Fanny?” She had been vividly aware of the
man as he passed, and the sensation had provoked her.
“If it wasn’t for Alice, I shouldn’t
have given him another thought,” she told herself
savagely. “Imagine me at my age blushing
because a strange man spoke to me in the street!”
“You needn’t worry about
his admirin’ Fanny,” replied Miss Polly,
in her matter-of-fact manner, while she lifted the
green watering-pot. “He was on the steps
when she set out for school this mornin’, an’
he didn’t notice her any more than he did me.
Fanny ain’t the sort he takes notice of, I could
see that in a minute.”
“Then he must be blind.”
There was a resentful sound in Gabriella’s voice.
“It embarrasses me when I get on a street car
with her because the men stare so.”
“Well, he didn’t stare.
But it’s a mighty good thing that all men haven’t
got the same kind of eyes, ain’t it? What
I could never make out was why men ever marry women
who haven’t got curly hair, an’ yet they
do it every day they go right straight
out an’ do it with their wits about ’em.”
The front door opened suddenly, and
the man came out again, and, descended the walk with
the springy step Gabriella had noticed at their first
meeting. Notwithstanding his size, he moved with
the lightness and agility of a boy, and without looking
at him she could see, as she bent over the flower-bed,
that he had the look of exuberant vitality which accompanies
perfect physical condition. Without meaning to,
without knowing why she did it, she glanced up quickly
and met his eyes.
“So you are making a garden?”
he remarked, and stopped beside the freshly turned
flower-bed. Against the gray twilight the red
of his hair was like a dark flame, and the vivid colour
appeared to intensify the sanguine glow in his face,
the steady gaze of his eyes, and the cheerful heartiness
of his voice.
“He is cyclonic,” she
said to herself. “Yes, that is the word he
is cyclonic but he isn’t a gentleman.”
“It’s a pity to let the
yard run to waste,” she responded, with an imperiousness
which took Miss Polly’s breath away, though it
left the irrepressible O’Hara still buoyantly
gay and kind.
“Now it takes a woman to think
of that,” he observed with an off-hand geniality
which she felt was directed less toward herself than
toward an impersonal universe. “I like
to look at that old rose-bush when it is in bloom,
but the idea” (he pronounced it idée) “of
planting anything would never have occurred to me.”
Gabriella’s lips closed firmly,
while she sprinkled the earth with an air of patient
finality which made Miss Polly think of Mrs. Carr on
one of her neuralgic days.
“What’s that stringy looking
grass over there?” pursued the man, undismayed
by her manner.
“Clove pinks.” Nothing,
she told herself indignantly, could persuade her to
encourage the acquaintance of a man who mispronounced
his words so outrageously.
“And here?” He pointed
to the flower-bed she was watering.
“Mignonette and nasturtium seeds.”
“When will they come up?”
“Very soon if they’re watered.”
“And they’ll bloom about July, I guess?”
“They ought to bloom all summer.
In the autumn, if we have room, we’re going
to plant some dahlias, and a row of hollyhocks against
the house. By next summer the yard will look
much better.”
“By George!” he exclaimed
abruptly, and after a minute or two: “Do
you know, I can remember the first time I ever saw
a flower or the first time I took notice
of one, anyway. It was red a red geranium.
There was a whole cart of ’em, and that’s
why I noticed ’em, I expect. But a red
geranium is a Jim-dandy flower, ain’t it?”
To this outburst Gabriella made no
reply. Her will had hardened with the determination
not to be drawn into conversation, and while he waited
with his eager gray eyes so like the alert,
wistful eyes of a great dog on her profile,
she began carelessly plucking up spears of grass from
the flower-bed.
For a minute he waited expectantly;
then, as she did not look up, he remarked, “So
long!” in a voice of serene friendliness, and
went on to the gate. He had actually said “So
long” to her, Gabriella, and he had said it
with a manner of established intimacy!
“Well, what do you think of
that?” she demanded scornfully of Miss Polly
when he had disappeared up the street.
“I reckon he don’t know
any better, honey. You don’t learn much
about manners in a mine, I ’spose, and when
he ain’t down in a mine, Mrs. Squires says he’s
building railroads across deserts. She says he
ain’t ever had anything, education or money,
that he didn’t pick up for himself, and you
oughtn’t to judge him as you do some others you’ve
known. Anyway, she says he’s made a big
pile of money.”
“I believe you’re taking
up for him, Miss Polly. Has he bewitched you?”
“I don’t like to see you
hard, Gabriella. You’re almost always so
tolerant. It ain’t like you to sit in judgment.”
“I am not sitting in judgment,
but I don’t see why I’m obliged to be
friendly with a strange man who says ‘idée.’
It would be bad for the children.”
“Mrs. Squires has known him
for thirty years he’s forty-five now and
she says it’s a miracle the way he’s come
up. He was born in a cellar.”
“I dare say he has a great deal
of force, but you must admit that blood tells, Miss
Polly.”
“I never said it didn’t,
Gabriella only that there’s much more
credit to a man that comes up without it.”
“Oh, I’ll admire him all
you please,” retorted Gabriella, “if you’ll
promise to keep him away from the children.”
Though she spoke sharply, the sharpness
was directed not to Miss Polly, but to herself to
her own incomprehensible childishness. The man
interested her; already she had thought of him daily
since she first came to the house; already she had
begun to wonder about him, and she realized that she
should wonder still more because of what Miss Polly
had told her. When he had approached her in the
yard, she had been vaguely disturbed, vaguely thrilled
by the strangeness and the mystery surrounding him;
she had been subtly aware of his nearness before she
heard his step, and turning, found his eyes fixed upon
her. Her own weakness in not controlling her
curiosity, in recurring, in spite of her determined
resolve to that first meeting, in allowing a coarse,
rough stranger yes, a coarse, rough, uneducated
stranger, she insisted desperately to hold
her attention for a minute the incredible
weakness of these things goaded her into a feeling
of positive anger. For ten years there had been
no men in her life, and now at thirty-seven, when
she was almost middle-aged, she was beginning to feel
curious about the history of the first good-looking
man she encountered about a mere robust,
boisterous embodiment of masculinity. “What
difference can it make to me who Alice is?”
she demanded indignantly. “What possible
difference?” She forced herself to think tenderly
of Arthur; but during the last few months the image
of Arthur had receded an immeasurable distance from
her life. His remoteness and his unreality distressed
her; but try as she would, she could not recall him
from the gauzy fabric of dreams to the tangible substance
of flesh.
“It isn’t that I care
for myself,” she said to Miss Polly abruptly,
as if she were defending herself against an unspoken
accusation. “I am a working woman, and
a working woman can’t afford to be snobbish certainly
a dressmaker can’t but I must look
after my children. That is an imperative duty.
I must see that they form friendships in their own
class.”
But life, as she had already discovered,
has a sardonic manner of its own in such crises.
That night she planned carefully, lying awake in the
darkness, the subterfuges and excuses by which she
would keep Archibald away from O’Hara, and the
very next afternoon when she came home from work she
found confusion in the street, a fire engine at the
corner, and, on the steps of her home, the boy clinging
rapturously to the hand of the man.
“You ought to have been here,
mother,” cried Archibald in tones of ecstatic
excitement. “We had a fire down the street
in that apartment house and before the
firemen came Mr. O’Hara went in and got out a
woman and some children who had been overcome by smoke.
He had to lower them from a fire-escape, and he got
every one of them out before the engine could get
here. I saw it all. I was on the corner and
saw it all.
“I hope Mr. O’Hara wasn’t
hurt,” remarked Gabriella, but her voice was
not enthusiastic.
“To hear the kid run on,”
responded O’Hara, overpowered by embarrassment,
“you’d think I’d really done something,
wouldn’t you? Well, it wasn’t anything.
It was as easy as as eating. Now, I
was caught down in a mine once in Arizona ”
“Tell me about it. Mother,
ask him to tell you about it,” entreated Archibald.
The boy was obviously consumed with curiosity and delight.
Gabriella had never seen him so enthusiastic, so swept
away by emotion. Already, she suspected, he had
fallen a victim to the passion of hero worship, and
O’Hara the man who spoke of “idées” was
his hero! “I shall have to be careful,”
she thought. “I shall have to be very careful
or Archibald will come under his influence.”
“Well, I guess I must be going
along,” remarked O’Hara, a little nervously,
for he was evidently confused by her imperious manner.
“A fellow is expecting me to dinner over at
the club.”
“But I want to hear about the
mine. Mother, make him tell us about the mine!”
cried Archibald insistently.
“I’ll tell you another
time, sonny. We’ll get together some day
when your mother don’t want you, and we’ll
start off on a regular bat. How would you like
that?”
“When?” demanded the boy
eagerly. His fear of losing O’Hara showed
in the fervour with which he spoke, in the frantic
grasp with which he still clung to his hand.
It occurred to Gabriella suddenly that she ought to
have thrown Archibald more in the companionship of
men, that she had kept him too much with women, that
’she had smothered him in her love. This
was the result of her selfish devotion that
he should turn from her to the first male creature
that came into his life!
Her heart was sore, but she said merely:
“That is very kind of you, Mr. O’Hara,
but I’m afraid I mustn’t let my boy go
off on a regular bat without me.”
“Oh, yes, I may, mother.
Say I may,” interrupted Archibald with rebellious
determination.
“Well, we’ll see about
it when the time comes.” She turned her
head, meeting O’Hara’s gaze, and for an
instant they looked unflinchingly into each other’s
eyes. In her look there was surprise, indignation,
and a suspicion of fear why should he,
a stranger, come between her and her son? and
in his steady gaze there was surprise, also, but it
was mingled, not with indignation and fear, but with
careless and tolerant amusement. She knew from
his smile that he was perfectly indifferent to her
resentment, that he was even momentarily entertained
by it, and the knowledge enraged her. The glance
he gave her was as impersonal as the glance he gave
Miss Polly or the rose-bush or the street with its
casual stream of pedestrians. It was the glance
of a man who had lived deeply, and to whom living
meant action and achievement rather than criticism
or philosophy. He would not judge her, she understood,
simply because his mind was not in the habit of judging.
His interest in her was merely a part of his intense,
zestful interest in life. She shared with Miss
Polly and Archibald, and any chance object that attracted
his attention for an instant, the redundant vitality
of his inquiring spirit. “No wonder he
has worked his way up with all that energy,”
she reflected. “No wonder he has made money.”
His face, with its clear ruddiness, was the face of
a man who has breathed strong winds and tasted the
sharp tang of sage and pine; and she noticed again
that his deep gray eyes had the unwavering look of
eyes that have watched wide horizons of sea or desert.
There was no suggestion of the city about him, though
his clothes were well cut, and she was quick to observe,
followed the latest styles of Fifth Avenue. “Yes,
he is good looking,” she admitted reluctantly.
“There is no question about that, and he has
personality, too of a kind.”
His hat was in his hand a soft hat of greenish-gray
felt and her eye rested for a moment on
his uncovered head with its thick waves of red hair,
a little disordered as if a high wind had roughened
them. “If he only had breeding or education,
he might be really worth while,” she added,
almost approvingly.
When he spoke again O’Hara ignored
Gabriella, and turned his alert questioning glance
on the little seamstress. Fanny had sauntered
up the walk to join the group Fanny in
all the glory of her yellow curls, and her “debutante
slouch “ and he bowed gravely to her
without the faintest change of expression. If
he admired Fanny’s beauty and pitied Miss Polly’s
plainness, there was no hint of it in the indifferent
look he turned from the girl to the old woman.
“The next time you’re
planting things,” he said earnestly, “I
wish you’d set out a red geranium. I saw
a cart of ’em go by in the street this morning
and I had half a mind to buy a pot or two for the yard.
If I get some, will you put ’em out?”
“Why, of course, I will.
I’ll be real glad to,” responded Miss Polly,
agreeably flattered by his request. “Is
there any special place you want me to plant them?”
“Anywhere I can see ’em
from the window. I’d like to look at ’em
while I eat my breakfast. And while we are about
it, wouldn’t it be just as well to set out a
whole bed of ’em?” he asked with a munificent
gesture which included in one comprehensive sweep
the weeds, the walk, the elm tree, the blossoming
rose-bush, and the freshly turned flower-borders.
The large free movement of his arm expressed a splendid
scorn of small things, of little makeshifts, of subterfuges
and evasions.
“Don’t you think it would
cut up the yard too much to make another bed?”
asked Gabriella, inspired by the whimsical demon of
opposition. It was true that she had no particular
fondness for red geraniums; but if Miss Polly had
expressed, on her own account, a desire to plant the
street with them, she would never have thought of
objecting.
“Well, the yard ain’t
much to brag of anyhow,” replied Miss Polly with
that careful penetration which never sees below the
surface of things. “To tell the truth I’ve
always had a sort of leanin’ toward geraniums
myself especially rose geraniums. I
don’t know why on earth,” she concluded
with animated wonder, “I never thought of putting
rose geraniums in that window box along with the sweet
alyssum. They would have been the very things
and they don’t take so much watering.”
“That’s a bargain, then,”
said O’Hara, with his ringing laugh which made
Gabriella smile in spite of herself. Then, after
shaking hands with each one of the group, he went
down the walk and passed with his vigorous stride
in the direction of Broadway.
When the gate had closed, and his
large figure had vanished in the distance, Gabriella
said sternly: “Archibald, you must not lose
your head over strangers. We know nothing on
earth about Mr. O’Hara except that he lives
in this house.”
“Oh, but, mother, he was splendid
at the fire! You ought to have seen him holding
a girl by one arm out of the window. He was as
brave as a fireman, everybody said so, didn’t
they, Miss Polly?”
“Men of that sort always have
courage,” observed Gabriella contemptuously,
and despised herself for the remark. What was
the matter with her this afternoon? Why did this
man arouse in her the instinct of combativeness, the
fever of opposition? Was it all because she suspected
him of a vulgar intrigue with a shopgirl? And
why had she decided so positively that Alice was vulgar?
Certainly, she, a dressmaker, should be the last to
condemn shopgirls as vulgar.
“I declare, I can’t begin
to make you out, Gabriella,” said Miss Polly
uneasily. “I never heard you talk about
folks bein’ common before. It don’t
sound like you.”
“Well, he is common, you know,”
protested Gabriella, with a strange, almost tearful
violence. “Why did he have to shake hands
with us all with each one of us, even Fanny,
when he went away? We’d hardly spoken to
him.”
“I don’t know what’s
come over you,” observed the seamstress gloomily.
“I reckon I’m common, too, so I don’t
notice it. But I must say I like the way he spoke
about geraniums. He showed a real nice feelin’.”
The words were hardly out of her mouth
before Gabriella had caught her in her arms.
“I know I’m horrid, dear Miss Polly,”
she said penitently, “but I don’t like
Mr. O’Hara.”
“Then I shouldn’t see
any more of him than I was obliged to, honey, and
there ain’t a bit of use in Archibald’s
goin’ with him if you don’t want him to.”
“I don’t like to forbid
him. Of course, I know nothing against the man it
is only a feeling.”
“Well, feelin’s are mighty
queer things sometimes,” remarked Miss Polly,
scoring a triumph which left the indignant Gabriella
at her mercy; “and when I come to think of it;
I don’t recollect that yours have always been
such good judges of folks.”
The geraniums arrived in a small cart
the next morning, but O’Hara did not appear,
and for several weeks, though Gabriella glanced suspiciously
at the hatrack each morning when she passed through
the hail, there was no sign of life in his rooms.
Then one afternoon he reappeared as suddenly as he
had vanished, and she found Archibald with him in the
yard when she came home at six o’clock.
That the boy would be her difficulty, she knew by
instinct, for he had been seized by one of those unaccountable
romantic fancies to which the young of the race are
disposed. Though the sentiment was certainly far
less dangerous than Fanny’s passion for the,
matinée idol, since it revealed itself principally
as a robust and wholly masculine ambition to follow
in the footsteps of adventure, Gabriella fought it
almost as fiercely as she had fought Fanny’s
incipient love affair.
“He is making Archibald rough,”
she said to Miss Polly, after a fortnight of unavailing
opposition to the new influence in Archibald’s
life. “Until we came here,” she added
despondently, “Archibald loved me better than
anything in the world, and now he seems to think of
nothing but this man.”
“It looks to me as if it was
mighty good for the child, honey. You can’t
keep a boy tied to your apron-strings all the time.
Archibald needs a father the same as other boys, and
if he hasn’t got one, he’s either goin’
to break loose or he’s goin’ to become
a mollycoddle. You don’t want to make a
mollycoddle of him, do you?”
“Of course not,” answered
Gabriella honestly, for, in spite of her strange fits
of unreasonableness, she was still sensible enough
in theory. “I’ve tried hard to keep
him manly not to spoil him, you know that
as well as I do. And it isn’t that I object
to his making friends. I’d give anything
in the world if he could know Arthur. If it had
been Arthur,” she went on gently, “I should
have been glad to have him come first. I shouldn’t
have cared a bit if he had loved Arthur better than
me.”
“You oughtn’t to talk
like that, Gabriella, for you know just as well as
can be that Archibald don’t love anybody better
than he loves you. As far as I can make out though,
Mr. O’Hara sets him a real good example.
I don’t see that he’s doin’ the
child a particle of harm, and I don’t believe
you see it either. To be sure you don’t
think much of football, but it’s a long ways
better than loafin’ round with nothin’
to do, and this boy scout business that Archibald
talks so much about sounds all right to me. Now,
he never would have thought a thing about that except
for Mr. O’Hara.”
“Yes, that’s all right.
I approve of that, but I can’t help hating to
see a stranger get so strong an influence over my son.
It isn’t fair of him.”
“Then why don’t you tell
him to stop it. I believe he’d be sensible
about it, and if I was you, I’d have it every
bit out with him.”
“If it doesn’t stop, I’ll
find some way of showing him that I object to the
friendship. But, after all, it may be only a fancy
of Archibald’s. Anyhow, I’ll wait
a while before I take any step.”
At the beginning of August Gabriella
sent the children to the country with Miss Polly,
and sailed, on a fast boat, for a brief visit to the
great dress designers of Paris. Ever since Madame’s
age and infirmities had forced her to relinquish this
annual trip, Gabriella had taken her place, and all
through the year she looked forward to it as to the
last of her youthful adventures. On her last
visit, Billy and Patty had been in Switzerland; but
this summer they met her at Cherbourg; and she spent
several brilliant days with them before they flitted
off again, and left her to the doubtful consideration
of dressmakers and milliners. Patty, who appeared
to grow younger and lovelier with each passing year,
came to her room the evening before they parted, and
asked her in a whisper if she had heard of George
or Florrie in the ten years since their elopement?
“Not a word not a
single word, darling. I haven’t heard his
name mentioned since I got my divorce.”
“You didn’t know, then,
that Florrie left him six months after they ran away?”
“No, I didn’t know. Does he ever
write to you?”
“Not to me, but mother hears
from him every now and then when he wants money badly.
Of course she doesn’t have much to send him,
but she gives him every penny she can spare.
A year ago she had a letter from some doctor in New
Jersey telling her that he was treating George for
the drink habit, and that he needed to be kept somewhere
for treatment for several months. We sent her
the money she needed, Billy and I, but in her next
letter she said that George had escaped from the hospital
and that she hadn’t heard of him since.
That must have been about six months ago.”
“It’s dreadful for his
mother,” observed Gabriella, with vague compassion,
for she felt as if Patty were speaking of a stranger
whose face she was incapable of visualizing in her
memory. In the last ten years she had not only
forgotten George, but she had forgotten as completely
the Gabriella who had once loved him. Though it
was still possible for her to revoke the hollow images
of the past, she could not restore to these images
even the remotest semblance of reality and passion.
It was as if some nerve the sentimental
nerve had atrophied. She could remember
George as she remembered the house in Fifty-seventh
Street or her wedding-gown which Miss Polly had made;
she could say to herself, “I loved him when
I married him,” or, “It was in such a year
that he left me”; but the empty phrases awoke
no responsive echoes in her heart; and it would have
been impossible to imagine a woman less crushed or
permanently saddened by the wreck of her happiness.
“I suppose it’s hard work that keeps me
from thinking about the past,” she reflected
while she watched Patty’s beautiful face framed
by the pale gold of her hair. “I suppose
it’s work that has driven everything else out
of my thoughts.”
“Have you any idea what became
of Florrie?” she asked, moved by a passing curiosity.
“She left George for a very
rich man she met in London. I believe he had
a wife already, but things like that never stood in
Florrie’s way.”
“It’s queer, isn’t
it, because she really has a kind heart.”
“Yes, she is kind-hearted when
you don’t get in her way, but she was born without
any morality just as some people are born without any
sense of smell or hearing. I know several women
over here who are like that American women,
too and, do you know, they are all surprisingly
successful. Nobody seems to suspect their infirmity,
least of all the men who become their victims.”
“I sometimes think,” observed
Gabriella cynically, “that men like women to
be without feeling. It saves them so much trouble.”
The next day Patty fluttered off like
a brilliant butterfly, and Gabriella began to suffer
acute homesickness for the house in Twenty-third Street
and her children. Not once during her stay in
Paris did the thought of O’Hara enter her mind;
and so completely had she ceased to worry about his
friendship for Archibald that it was almost a shock
to her when, after landing one September afternoon,
she drove up to the gate and found the man and the
boy standing together beside a flourishing border
of red geraniums, which appeared almost to cover the
yard.
“Oh, look, Ben, there’s
mother!” cried Archibald; and turning quickly,
the two came to meet her.
“My darling, I thought you were
still in the country,” said Gabriella, kissing
her son.
“We’ve been here almost
a week.. The place closed, so we decided to come
back to town. It’s much nicer here,”
replied Archibald eagerly. He looked sunburned
and vigorous, and it seemed to Gabriella that he had
grown prodigiously in six weeks.
“Why, you look so much taller,
Archibald!” she exclaimed, laughing with happiness,
“or, perhaps, I’ve been thinking of you
as a little boy.” Then, while her manner
grew formal, she held out her hand to O’Hara.
“How do you do, Mr. O’Hara?”
He was standing bareheaded in the
faint sunshine, and while her eyes rested on his dark
red hair, still moist and burnished from brushing,
his tanned and glowing face, and on the tiny flecks
of black in the clear gray of his eyes, she was startled
by a sensation of strangeness and unreality as if
she were looking into his face for the first time.
“Oh, we’re well.
I’ve been playing with Archibald. Did you
have a good crossing?”
“It was smooth enough, but I
got so impatient. I wanted to be with the children.”
“Well, I went once, and I was
jolly glad to get back again. There was nothing
to do over there but loaf and lie around.”
There would be nothing else for him,
of course, she reflected; and she wondered vaguely
if he had ever entered a picture gallery? What
would Europe offer to a person possessing neither
culture nor a passion for clothes?
The driver had placed her bags inside
the gate; and O’Hara took charge of them as
if it were the most natural thing in the world to carry
for a fellow tenant. Upstairs in the sitting-room
he put his burden down, unfastened the straps, and
commented upon the leather of a bag she had bought
in Paris.
“I’d like to have a grip
like that myself. Is there anything else I can
help about?”
“No, thank you.”
She was embracing Fanny, and she did not glance at
him as she responded: “You are very kind,
but my trunks are arranged for.”
At this he went without a word, and
Gabriella began a joyous account of her trip to the
children.
“Year after next, if you work
hard with your French, you may both go with me.
Then you’ll be big enough to look after each
other while I am with the dressmakers.”
“Oh, tell me about the dressmakers,
mother. What did you bring me?” urged Fanny,
prettily excited by the thought of her gifts.
“I need dreadfully some dancing frocks.
Carlie has a lovely one her mother has just bought
for her.”
“I have all your autumn dresses,
darling; everything you can possibly need at Miss
Bradfordine’s.”
Fanny’s eager face grew suddenly
fretful. “Am I really to go away to school,
mother?”
“Really, precious, both you
and Archibald. Think of your poor lonely mother.”
Breaking off with a start she glanced inquiringly about
the room, and turned a hurt look on Miss Polly.
“Why, where is Archibald? I thought he
was in the room.”
“I reckon he must have gone
down after Mr. O’Hara. They had just got
back from a ball game, and I ’spose they felt
like talking about it. He’ll be up again
in a minute, because Mr. O’Hara goes out at six
o’clock.”
“But I’ve just come home.”
Her lip trembled. “I should think Archibald
would rather be with me.”
“Oh, he won’t stay, and
you’ll have him all the evening. Archibald
is just crazy about gettin’ you back.”
Taking off her hat, a jaunty twist
of black velvet from Paris, Gabriella went into her
bedroom and changed to a gown of clear blue crape,
which she took out of the new bag. When she came
out again, with her arms filled with Fanny’s
gifts, there was a flush in her usually pale face,
and her eyes were bright with determination.
“I put these in my bag, Fanny,
so you wouldn’t have to wait for the trunks.
Try on this little white silk.”
“Oh, mother, you look so sweet in that blue
gown!”
“I got it for almost nothing,
dear, but the colour is lovely.” Turning
restlessly away, she walked to the window and stood
looking over Miss Polly’s window box down on
the brilliant border of red geraniums.
“Has Archibald come upstairs yet, Miss Polly?”
“Not yet, but he’ll be up directly.
Don’t you worry.”
For an instant Gabriella hesitated;
then crossing the room with a resolute step, she turned,
with her hand on the knob, and looked back at the
startled face of the little seamstress, who was fastening
Fanny’s white gown.
“Well, I’m going after
him,” she said sternly; “I am going straight
downstairs to find him.”