THE DISCORD - CHAPTER VII.
Dartmouth opened his eyes and looked
about him. The storm had died, the waves were
at rest, and he was alone. He let his head fall
back against the frame of the window, and his eyes
closed once more. What a dream!-so
vivid!-so realistic! Was it not his
actual life? Could he take up the threads of
another? He felt ten years older; and, retreating
down the dim, remote corridors of his brain, were trooping
memories of a long, regretted, troubled, eventful past.
In a moment they had vanished like ghosts and left
no trace; he could recall none of them. He opened
his eyes again and looked down the gallery, and gradually
his perceptions grasped its familiar lines, and he
was himself once more. He rose to his feet and
put his hand to his head. That woman whom he
had taken for the ghost of one dead and gone had been
Weir, of course. She had arisen in her sleep and
attired herself like the grandmother whose living
portrait she was; she had piled up her hair and caught
her white gown up under her bosom; and, in the shadows
and mystery of night, small wonder that she had looked
as if the canvas in the gallery below had yielded
her up! But what had her words meant?-her
words, and that dream?-but no-they
were not what he wanted. There had been something
else-what was it? He felt as if a
mist had newly arisen to cloud his faculties.
There had been something else which had made him not
quite himself as he had stood there with his arms
about the woman who had been Weir, and yet not Weir.
Above the pain and joy and passion which had shaken
him, there had been an unmistakable perception of-an
attribute-a quality-of another
sort-of a power, of which he, Harold Dartmouth,
had never been conscious-of-of-ah,
yes! of the power to pour out at the feet of that
woman, in richest verse, the love she had awakened,
and make them both immortal. What were the words?
They had been written legibly in his brain; he remembered
now. He had seen and read them-yes,
at last, at last! “Her face! her form!”
No! no! not that again. Oh, why would they not
come? They had been there, the words; the sense
must be there, the inspiration, the battling for voice
and victory. They were ready to pour through
his speech in a flood of song, but that iron hand
forced them back-down, down, setting blood
and brain on fire. Ah! what was that? Far
off, at the end of some long gallery, there was a
sweet, dying strain of music, and there were words-gathering
in volume; they were rolling on; they were coming;
they were thundering through his brain in a mighty
chorus! There! he had grasped them-No!
that iron hand had grasped them-and was
hurling them back. In another moment it would
have forced them down into their cell and turned the
key! He must catch and hold one of them!
Yes, he had it! Oh! victory!-“Her
eyes, her hair.”
Dartmouth thrust out his hands as
if fighting with a physical enemy, and he looked as
if he had been through the agonies of death. The
conflict in his brain had suddenly ceased, but his
physical strength was exhausted. He turned and
walked uncertainly to his room; then he collected
his scattered wits sufficiently to drop some laudanum
and take it, that he might ward off, if possible,
the attack of physical and spiritual prostration which
had been the result of a former experience of a similar
kind. Then, dressed as he was, he flung himself
on the bed and slept.