Mr. Torkingham trotted briskly onward
to his house, a distance of about a mile, each cottage,
as it revealed its half-buried position by its single
light, appearing like a one-eyed night creature watching
him from an ambush. Leaving his horse at the
parsonage he performed the remainder of the journey
on foot, crossing the park towards Welland House by
a stile and path, till he struck into the drive near
the north door of the mansion.
This drive, it may be remarked, was
also the common highway to the lower village, and
hence Lady Constantine’s residence and park,
as is occasionally the case with old-fashioned manors,
possessed none of the exclusiveness found in some
aristocratic settlements. The parishioners looked
upon the park avenue as their natural thoroughfare,
particularly for christenings, weddings, and funerals,
which passed the squire’s mansion with due considerations
as to the scenic effect of the same from the manor
windows. Hence the house of Constantine, when
going out from its breakfast, had been continually
crossed on the doorstep for the last two hundred years
by the houses of Hodge and Giles in full cry to dinner.
At present these collisions were but too infrequent,
for though the villagers passed the north front door
as regularly as ever, they seldom met a Constantine.
Only one was there to be met, and she had no zest
for outings before noon.
The long, low front of the Great House,
as it was called by the parish, stretching from end
to end of the terrace, was in darkness as the vicar
slackened his pace before it, and only the distant
fall of water disturbed the stillness of the manorial
precincts.
On gaining admittance he found Lady
Constantine waiting to receive him. She wore
a heavy dress of velvet and lace, and being the only
person in the spacious apartment she looked small
and isolated. In her left hand she held a letter
and a couple of at-home cards. The soft dark
eyes which she raised to him as he entered large,
and melancholy by circumstance far more than by quality were
the natural indices of a warm and affectionate, perhaps
slightly voluptuous temperament, languishing for want
of something to do, cherish, or suffer for.
Mr. Torkingham seated himself.
His boots, which had seemed elegant in the farm-house,
appeared rather clumsy here, and his coat, that was
a model of tailoring when he stood amid the choir,
now exhibited decidedly strained relations with his
limbs. Three years had passed since his induction
to the living of Welland, but he had never as yet found
means to establish that reciprocity with Lady Constantine
which usually grows up, in the course of time, between
parsonage and manor-house, unless, indeed,
either side should surprise the other by showing respectively
a weakness for awkward modern ideas on landownership,
or on church formulas, which had not been the case
here. The present meeting, however, seemed likely
to initiate such a reciprocity.
There was an appearance of confidence
on Lady Constantine’s face; she said she was
so very glad that he had come, and looking down at
the letter in her hand was on the point of pulling
it from its envelope; but she did not. After
a moment she went on more quickly: ’I wanted
your advice, or rather your opinion, on a serious
matter, on a point of conscience.’
Saying which she laid down the letter and looked at
the cards.
It might have been apparent to a more
penetrating eye than the vicar’s that Lady Constantine,
either from timidity, misgiving, or reconviction,
had swerved from her intended communication, or perhaps
decided to begin at the other end.
The parson, who had been expecting
a question on some local business or intelligence,
at the tenor of her words altered his face to the higher
branch of his profession.
‘I hope I may find myself of
service, on that or any other question,’ he
said gently.
’I hope so. You may possibly
be aware, Mr. Torkingham, that my husband, Sir Blount
Constantine, was, not to mince matters, a mistaken somewhat
jealous man. Yet you may hardly have discerned
it in the short time you knew him.’
‘I had some little knowledge
of Sir Blount’s character in that respect.’
’Well, on this account my married
life with him was not of the most comfortable kind.’
(Lady Constantine’s voice dropped to a more
pathetic note.) ’I am sure I gave him no cause
for suspicion; though had I known his disposition
sooner I should hardly have dared to marry him.
But his jealousy and doubt of me were not so strong
as to divert him from a purpose of his, a
mania for African lion-hunting, which he dignified
by calling it a scheme of geographical discovery;
for he was inordinately anxious to make a name for
himself in that field. It was the one passion
that was stronger than his mistrust of me. Before
going away he sat down with me in this room, and read
me a lecture, which resulted in a very rash offer
on my part. When I tell it to you, you will find
that it provides a key to all that is unusual in my
life here. He bade me consider what my position
would be when he was gone; hoped that I should remember
what was due to him, that I would not so
behave towards other men as to bring the name of Constantine
into suspicion; and charged me to avoid levity of
conduct in attending any ball, rout, or dinner to which
I might be invited. I, in some contempt for
his low opinion of me, volunteered, there and then,
to live like a cloistered nun during his absence;
to go into no society whatever, scarce even
to a neighbour’s dinner-party; and demanded
bitterly if that would satisfy him. He said
yes, held me to my word, and gave me no loophole for
retracting it. The inevitable fruits of precipitancy
have resulted to me: my life has become a burden.
I get such invitations as these’ (holding up
the cards), ’but I so invariably refuse them
that they are getting very rare. . . . I ask
you, can I honestly break that promise to my husband?’
Mr. Torkingham seemed embarrassed.
’If you promised Sir Blount Constantine to
live in solitude till he comes back, you are, it seems
to me, bound by that promise. I fear that the
wish to be released from your engagement is to some
extent a reason why it should be kept. But your
own conscience would surely be the best guide, Lady
Constantine?’
‘My conscience is quite bewildered
with its responsibilities,’ she continued, with
a sigh. ’Yet it certainly does sometimes
say to me that that I ought to keep my
word. Very well; I must go on as I am going,
I suppose.’
‘If you respect a vow, I think
you must respect your own,’ said the parson,
acquiring some further firmness. ’Had it
been wrung from you by compulsion, moral or physical,
it would have been open to you to break it.
But as you proposed a vow when your husband only required
a good intention, I think you ought to adhere to it;
or what is the pride worth that led you to offer it?’
‘Very well,’ she said,
with resignation. ’But it was quite a work
of supererogation on my part.’
’That you proposed it in a supererogatory
spirit does not lessen your obligation, having once
put yourself under that obligation. St. Paul,
in his Epistle to the Hebrews, says, “An oath
for confirmation is an end of all strife.”
And you will readily recall the words of Ecclesiastes,
“Pay that which thou hast vowed. Better
is it that thou shouldest not vow than that thou shouldest
vow and not pay.” Why not write to Sir
Blount, tell him the inconvenience of such a bond,
and ask him to release you?’
’No; never will I. The expression
of such a desire would, in his mind, be a sufficient
reason for disallowing it. I’ll keep my
word.’
Mr. Torkingham rose to leave.
After she had held out her hand to him, when he had
crossed the room, and was within two steps of the door,
she said, ‘Mr. Torkingham.’ He stopped.
’What I have told you is only the least part
of what I sent for you to tell you.’
Mr. Torkingham walked back to her
side. ‘What is the rest of it, then?’
he asked, with grave surprise.
’It is a true revelation, as
far as it goes; but there is something more.
I have received this letter, and I wanted to say something.’
‘Then say it now, my dear lady.’
‘No,’ she answered, with
a look of utter inability. ’I cannot speak
of it now! Some other time. Don’t
stay. Please consider this conversation as private.
Good-night.’