An instant, and Saxham’s own
face looks calmly at the dazed Chaplain, and the curt,
brusque voice demands:
“What is this incontrovertible testimony?”
“A letter,” says Julius
breathlessly, “from a person who saw the entry
of the marriage at the Registrar’s office where
it took place.”
“Is anyone else in possession of this information?”
“With the exception of the Registrar
and the witnesses of the marriage, up to the middle
of last September, when the letter was written, nothing
had leaked out. I received the communication
by the last mail from England that was delivered at
the Hospital before I underwent the operation.”
“That was the last mail that
got through. Who was your correspondent?”
“One of the senior officiating
priests of St. Margaret’s, Wendish Street, the
London church where I did duty as junior curate.”
“Have you kept the letter?”
“It is in my desk at my hotel,
with some other correspondence of Father Tatham’s.
You may see it if you wish.”
“I will see it. In the
meanwhile, let me have the pith of it. This clergyman happening to visit a
Registrars office
Where was the office?”
“At Cookham-on-Thames, where
Father Tatham has established a Holiday Rest Home
for the benefit of our London working lads” the
Chaplain begins. He is sitting on the end of
the bed, weak and worn and exhausted with the emotions
that have torn him in the last half-hour. Beads
of perspiration thickly stud the high temples, out
of which the flushing colour has sunk; his cheeks
are pallid and hollow. His eyes have lost their
fire; his muscles are flaccidly relaxed; his sloping
shoulders stoop; his long, limp hands hang nervelessly
at his sides.
“One moment.” Saxham
glances at the gold chronometer that was a presentation
from the students of St. Stephen’s years ago.
It is rather typical of the man that, even when under
stress of his heroic thirst he has pawned the watch
for money wherewith to buy whisky, he should have
only borrowed upon it such small sums as are easily
repaid. He has yet another five minutes to bestow
in listening to the Chaplain’s story, yet even
as he returns the chronometer to its pocket, his quick
ear catches the frou-frou of feminine petticoats outside
the door. He opens it, frowning. A nurse
is standing there with a summons in her face.
She delivers her low-toned message, receives a brusque
reply, and rustles down the corridor between the long
lines of pallets as Saxham draws back his head and
shuts the door, and, setting his great shoulders against
it, and facing Julius, orders:
“Go on!”
Julius goes on:
“At Roselawn Cottage a
pretty place of the toy-residence description, standing
in charming gardens not far from the Holiday Rest Home,
lived a lady an actress very popular in
Musical Comedy who was known to be the mistress of Lord Beauvayse. I need
hardly tell you the Father touched on the unpleasant features of the story as
delicately as possible
“Without doubt. But get
on a little quicker,” says Saxham grimly, jerking
his head towards the door. “For I am wanted.
And don’t speak loud, for there are people on
the other side there. With regard to this woman actress,
or whatever she may be?”
With all her moral laxities, goes on Julius, Miss Lessie Lavigne
Ah, I know the name, says Saxham sharply. On with you to the end.
With all her moral laxities ’”
“Miss Lessie Lavigne is a generous,
kindly, charitable young woman,” goes on Julius.
“And the Holiday Home has benefited largely by
her purse. She is known to the Matron; and Father
Tatham having occasion to visit the Registrar’s
office at Cookham on the 29th of last June, for the
purpose of looking up the books, with the Registrar’s
consent, and satisfying himself of the existence of
the entry regarding a marriage between one of our
young fellows then at the Home and a girl he very foolishly
married when on a hopping excursion in the autumn
of the previous year Father Tatham encountered
Miss Lavigne or Lady Beauvayse, to give her her proper title
“In the Registrar’s office?”
“In the act of quitting the
Registrar’s outer office,” says the burnt-out
Julius in a weary voice, “in the company of Lord
Beauvayse, and followed by his valet and a woman who
probably were witnesses; for when the Father entered
the inner office the register was lying open on the
table, the entry of the marriage still wet upon the
page.”
“And your religious correspondent
pried first,” says Saxham, with savage irony,
“and afterwards tattled?”
“And afterwards, seeing in the
Times that Lord Beauvayse was under orders
for South Africa, mentioned his accidental discovery
when writing to me,” says Julius Fraithorn wearily.
“That will do. When can
I see the letter at your hotel? The sooner the
better,” says Saxham, with a curious smile, “for
all purposes. Can you walk there with me now?
Very well” as Julius assents “that
is arranged, then.”
“What is to be done, Saxham?”
Julius stumbles up. The fires that burned in
him a few moments ago are quenched; his slack hand
trembles irresolutely at his beautiful weak mouth,
and his deer-like eyes waver.
“I advise you,” says Saxham,
“to leave the doing of what is to be done to
me.” His own blue eyes have so strange a
flare in them, and his heavy form seems so alive and
instinct with threatening and dangerous possibilities,
that Julius falters:
“You believe Lord Beauvayse
has been a party to has wilfully compromised
Miss Mildare? You you mean to remonstrate
with him? Do you do you think that
he will listen to a remonstrance?”
“He will find it best in this
instance,” says Saxham dourly.
“Do not do not be
tempted to use any violence, Saxham,” urges the
Chaplain nervously, looking at the tense muscles of
the grim, square face and the purposeful right hand
that hovers near the butt of the Doctor’s revolver.
“For your own sake as much as for his!”
Saxham’s laugh is ugly to hear.
“Do you think that Lord Beauvayse
would wind up as top-dog if it came to a struggle
between us?”
“It must not come to a struggle,
Saxham,” says the Chaplain, very pale.
“We we are under Martial Law.
He is your superior officer.” (Saxham, Attached
Medical Staff, holds the honorary rank of Lieutenant
in Her Majesty’s Army.) “Remember, if
Carslow the man who killed Vickers, of the
Pittsburg Trumpeter” he refers
to a grim tragedy of the beginning of the siege “had
not been medically certified insane, they would have
taken him out and shot him.”
Saxham shrugs his massive shoulders,
and with the utter unmelodiousness that distinguishes
the performance of a man devoid of a musical ear,
whistles a fragment of a little tune. It is often
on the lips of another man, and the Doctor has picked
it up unconsciously, with one or two other characteristic
habits and phrases, and has fallen into the habit of
whistling it as he goes doggedly, unwearyingly, upon
his ever-widening round of daily duties. It helps
him, perhaps, though it gets upon the nerves of other
people, making the younger nurses, not unmindful of
his arbitrary action in the matter of the violet powder,
want to shriek.
“The Military Executive would
be perfectly welcome to take me out and shoot me,
if first I might be permitted to look in at Staff Bomb
proof South, and render Society the distinguished
service of ridding it of Lord Beauvayse. Who’s
there?”
Saxham reopens the door, at which
the nurse, now returned, has knocked. The tired
but cheerful-faced young woman, in an unstarched cap
and apron, and rumpled gown of Galatea cotton-twill,
informs the Doctor that they have telephoned up from
Staff Bomb proof South Lines, and that the password
for the day is “Honour.”
“You are going to him now?”
asks the Chaplain anxiously and apprehensively.
“Oddly enough, I have been sent
for to attend to a shell casualty,” says Saxham,
picking up and putting on his Service felt, and moving
to take down the canvas wallet that is his inseparable
companion, from the hook on which it hangs. “Or,
rather, Taggart was; and as he has thirty diphtheria
cases for tracheotomy at the Children’s Hospital,
and McFadyen’s hands are full at the Refugees’
Infirmary, the Major asks if I will take the duty.
It’s an order, I suppose, couched in a civil
way.”
He swings the heavy wallet over his
shoulders, and picks up his worn hunting-crop.
“And so, let’s be moving,”
he says, his hand upon the door-knob. “Your
hotel is on my way. I may need that letter, or
I may not. And in any case I prefer to have seen
it before I meet the man.”
“One moment.” The
Chaplain speaks with a strained look of anxiety, squeezing
a damp white handkerchief into a ball between his palms.
“You have taken upon yourself the duty of bringing
Lord Beauvayse to book over this very painful
matter.... I should like ... I should wish
you to leave the task of enlightening Miss Mildare
to me.”
“To you. And why?”
Saxham waits for the answer, a heavy
figure filling up the doorway, with scowling brows,
and sullen eyes that carefully avoid the Chaplain’s
face.
“Because I because
in inflicting upon her what must necessarily be a a
painful humiliation” the Rev. Julius
clears his throat, and laboriously rolls the damp
handkerchief-ball into a sausage “I
wish to convince Miss Mildare that my respect and
my esteem for her have not diminished.”
“And how do you propose to drive this conviction
home?”
The Reverend Julius flushes to the
ear-tips. The coldness of the questioning voice
gives him a nervous shudder. He says with an effort,
looking at the thick white, black-fringed lids that
bide the Doctor’s queer blue eyes:
“By offering Miss Mildare the
honourable protection of my name. My views, as
regarding the celibacy incumbent upon an anointed servant
of the altar, have, since I knew her, undergone a a change.... And it
occurs to me, when she has got over the first shock of hearing that she has been
deceived and played with by a person of Lord Beauvayses lack of principle
“That she may be induced to
look with favour on the parson’s proposal?”
comments Saxham with an indifference to the feelings
of the person he addresses that is positively savage.
The raucous tones flay Julius’s sensitive ears,
the terrible blue eyes blaze upon him, scorch him.
He falters:
“I I trust my purpose
is pure from vulgar self-seeking? I hope my attitude
towards Miss Mildare is not unchivalrous or
ungenerous?”
“In manipulating her disadvantage
to serve your own interests,” says Saxham’s
terrible voice, “you would undoubtedly be playing
a very low-down game.”
Julius laughs, shortly and huffily.
“A low-down game!... Ha, ha, ha! You
don’t mince your words, Doctor!”
“I can phrase my opinion even
more plainly, if you desire it,” returns Saxham
brutally. “To bespatter a rival for the
gaining of an advantage by contrast is a Yahoo’s
trick to which no decent gentleman would stoop.”
At a pinch, retorts the Chaplain, stung to the point of being sarcastic,
your decent gentleman would be likely to remember the old adage, Alls fair
in Love and ’”
“Exactly. All is
fair,” returns Saxham, squaring his dogged jaws
at the other, and folding his great arms upon his
deep wide chest. “And all shall be, please
to understand it. It is, unfortunately, necessary
that Miss Mildare should be undeceived as regards
Lord Beauvayse. But the painful duty of opening
her eyes will be undertaken by that” the
break before the designation is scathingly contemptuous “by
that distinguished nobleman himself, and
by no other.”
“How can you compel the man
to give himself away?” demands the Reverend
Julius incredulously. Saxham answers, mechanically
opening and closing his small, muscular surgeon’s
hand, and watching the flexions and extensions
of the supple fingers with an ugly kind of interest:
“I shall compel him to.
How doesn’t concern you at the moment. What
matters is your parole of honour that you
will never by word, or deed, or sign disclose to Miss
Mildare that Lord Beauvayse was not, when he engaged
himself to marry her, in a position to fulfil his matrimonial
proposals. Short of betraying your rival, you
are at liberty to further your own views as may seem
good to you. The plan of campaign that I, in your
place, should choose might not find favour in your
eyes....”
His look bears upon the younger man
with intolerable weight, his heavily-shouldered figure
seems to swell and fill the room. Julius is clearly
conscious of hating his saviour, and the consciousness
is acid on his palate as he asks, with a wry smile:
“What would your plan be if you were in my place?”
“To praise where a rival was
worthy of praise; to be silent where it would be easy
to depreciate; to win her from him, not because of
my own greater worth, but in spite of the worst she
could know of me. That would, in my opinion,
be a conquest worthy of a man.”
The pupils of the speaker’s
flaming blue eyes have dwindled to mere pin-points,
a rush of blood has darkened the square pale face,
to sink away again and leave it opaquely colourless,
as Saxham says with cool distinctness:
“And now, before we leave this
room, I must trouble you for that promise oath,
if you feel it would be more in your line of business.
I don’t possess a copy of the Scriptures, but
I think that is a Crucifix you wear upon your watch-chain?”
It is. And when the Reverend
Julius has kissed the sacred symbol with shaking lips,
and taken the oath as Saxham dictates, his heart tattooing
furiously under the baggy khaki jacket, and an angry
pulse beating in his thin cheek, Saxham adds, with
the flickering shadow of a smile, as he opens the
door, and signs to the Chaplain to pass out before
him:
“You observe, I have turned
the weapons of your profession against you. Exactly
as replying to your question of a moment
back with regard to compelling exactly
as I intend to do in the case of Lord Beauvayse!”
He motions to the other to pass out
before him, and locks the door upon his stuffy little
sanctum whose shelves are piled with a heterogeneous
confusion of tubes and bottles, books and instruments,
specimens of foodstuffs under the process of analysis
for values, and carefully-sealed watch-glasses containing
choice cultures of deadly microbes in bouillon, before
he leads his way down the long corridor, where narrow
pallets, upon which sick men and boys are stretched,
range along the walls upon either hand, and the air
is heavy with the taint of suppurating wounds, and
the hot, sickly breath of fever and malaria.
He walks quickly, his keen blue eyes
glancing right and left with the effect of carelessness,
yet missing nothing. He stops, and loosens the
bandage, and relieves the swollen limb. He delays
to kneel a moment beside one low pillow, and turn
gently to the light a face that is ghastly, with its
bristly beard and glassy, staring eyes, and its pallor
that is of the hue of old wax, and lay it gently back
again as he beckons to the nurse to bring the screens,
and hide the Dead from the sight of the living.
He is in his element; salient and
masterful and strong. But the haggard eyes that
turn upon him do not shine with gratitude. He
has not reached these hearts. They accuse him,
quite unjustly, of a liking for cutting and carving.
They suspect him, quite correctly, of being in no hurry
for the ending of the siege. How should he be,
when, these strenuous days once over, he sees nothing
before him but the murky blackness of the night out
of which he came, from which he has emerged for one
brief draught of renewed joy in living before the
dark shall close over him again, and wrap him round
for ever?
He has suffered horribly of late.
But at the worst his work has never failed to bring
relief and distraction. Pure loyalty to a man
in whom he believes, has been the main-spring of his
unflagging strength. He is not liked or popular
in any way, though Surgeon-Major Taggart upholds him
manfully, and McFadyen is loyal to the old bond.
His harshness repels regard, his coldness blights
confidence, and so, though he is admired for his dazzling
skill in surgery, for his dogged perseverance and unremitting
power of application, for his fine horsemanship and
iron nerve; he is not regarded with affection.
He is not in the least aware of it,
to do him justice, when his rough ironies and his
brusque repartees give offence. In the heyday
of his London success he has not truckled to Rank,
or Influence, or Affluence. The owner of a gouty
or a varicose leg has never had the more civil tongue
from Saxham that the uneasy limb or its fellow was
privileged upon State occasions to wear the Garter.
He trod upon corns then, as he treads upon them now,
without being aware of it, as he goes upon his way.
Julius goes with him, rent by apprehensions,
stealing nervous side-glances at the impassive, opaque-skinned
face as Saxham swings along with his powerful, rather
lurching gait over the ploughed and littered waste
that divides the Hospital from the town beyond it.
He speaks once or twice, but Saxham seems not to hear.
The Doctor is listening to a dialogue
that is as yet unspoken. He is crushing a resistance
that has not yet been made. In imagination his
small, strong, muscular hands are gripped about the
throat of the man who has lied to her and deceived
her; and he is listening with joy to the gurgling,
choking efforts to phrase a prayer for mercy, or utter
a final defiance; and he sees with grim pleasure how
the fine skin blackens under his deadly hold, and
how the lazy, beautiful, grey-green eyes, no longer
sleepy or defiant, but staring and horribly bloodshot,
are already rolling upwards in the death-agony.
The primitive savage that is in every man lusts at
a juncture such as this, to kill with the bare hands
rather than to slay with any weapon known to civilisation.
“Let him look to it how he deals
with her! Let him look to it!”
How long it seems since Saxham muttered
those words, turning sullenly away to recross the
stepping-stones, leaping from boulder to boulder as
the river wimpled and laughed in mockery of his clumsy
tender of protection and her rejection of it, and
Beauvayse’s tall figure stood, erect and triumphant,
on the flower-starred bank, waiting to recommence his
wooing until the intruder should be gone, divining,
as Saxham had instinctively known, the hidden passion
that rent and tortured him, glowing with the consciousness
of secret mastery....
If this meek, thin-blooded young clergyman
who walks beside him might have won her, it seems
to Saxham that he could have borne it. But that
Beauvayse of all others should venture to approach
her, presume to rear an image of himself in the shrine
of her pure breast; win her from her high aims and
lofty ideals with a bold look and a few whispered words,
and, having thrown his honourable name into the lap
of a light woman as indifferently as a jewelled trinket,
should dare to offer Lynette Mildare dishonour, is
monstrous, hideous, unbearable....
How comes it that she of all women
should be so easily allured, so lightly drawn aside?
Was there no baser conquest within reach that this
white, virginal, slender saint should become his
prey? Shall she be made even as those others
of whom she spoke, when the veil of a girlish innocence
was drawn aside, and strange and terrible knowledge
looked out of those clear eyes, and she said, in answer
to his question:
“They are the most unhappy of
all the souls that suffer upon earth. For they
are the slaves, and the victims, and the martyrs of
the unrelenting, merciless, dreadful pleasures of
men....”
Of men like Beauvayse.
Not only swart and shaggy, or pale
and bloated beast-men, or white-haired, toothless,
blear-eyed satyrs grown venerable in vice. But
beautiful, youthful profligates, limbed like the gods
and fauns of the old Greek sculptors; soft of skin,
golden of hair, with sleepy eyes like green jewels,
soft persuasive voices with which to pour poisoned
words into innocent and guileless ears, and the bold,
brave blood of old-time heroes running in their veins,
prompting them to the doing of dashing, reckless,
gallant deeds, no less than sins of lust and luxury.
Let him look to it, this splendid
young soldier with the ancient name, hope of his House,
pride of his Regiment. Let him look to it how
he has dealt with her, who had no thought or dream
but to save others from the fate he destines for her,
until his cursed, beautiful face smiled down into
her own. For every lying oath he has sworn to
her, for every false promise made to the wrecking
of her maiden peace, for every kiss those innocent
lips have been despoiled of, for every touch of his
that has soiled her, for every breath of his that
has scorched the white petals of the Convent-reared
lily, he shall pay the price.
Silently Saxham registers this oath
upon that beloved red-brown head, since he denies
its Maker His honour, and the whirling blackness that
is within him is rent and cloven, for one blinding
instant, by the levin-fires of Hell. He knows
thenceforward what he will do, as he walks with the
pale Chaplain between the shell-torn houses, and along
the littered streets, where men and women and children,
thin and haggard and listless with hunger, and the
deadly inertia of long confinement, pass and repass
as indifferently as though no guns were battering and
growling from the low grey hills south and east, and
the incessant rattle of rifle-fire were the innocent
expenditure of blank cartridge incidental to a sham
fight.
They reach the Chaplain’s hotel,
and go to his room. Saxham waits silently while
Julius searches for and finds Father Tatham’s
letter, takes it and reads it attentively, puts it
carefully away in a worn notecase, restores the notecase
to the inner pocket of his jacket, and, without a nod
or word of farewell, is gone.