FIRST WINTER IN EDINBURGH.
The journey of Burns from Mossgiel
to Edinburgh was a sort of triumphal progress.
He rode on a pony, lent him by a friend, and as the
journey took two days, his resting-place the first
night was at the farm-house of Covington Mains, in
Lanarkshire, hard by the Clyde. The tenant of
this farm, Mr. Prentice, was an enthusiastic admirer
of Burns’ poems, and had subscribed for twenty
copies of the second edition. His son, years
afterwards, in a letter to Christopher North, thus
describes the evening on which Burns appeared at his
father’s farm: “All the farmers
in the parish had read the poet’s then published
works, and were anxious to see him. They were
all asked to meet him at a late dinner, and the signal
of his arrival was to be a white sheet attached to
a pitchfork, and put on the top of a corn-stack in
the barn-yard. The parish is a beautiful amphitheatre,
with the Clyde winding through it Wellbrae
Hill to the west, Tinto Hill and the Culter
Fells to the south, and the pretty, green, conical
hill, Quothquan Law, to the east. My father’s
stack-yard, lying in the centre, was seen from every
house in the parish. At length Burns arrived,
mounted on a borrowed pownie. Instantly
was the white flag hoisted, and as instantly were
seen the farmers issuing from their houses,
and converging to the point of meeting. A glorious
evening, or rather night, which borrowed something
from the morning, followed, and the conversation of
the poet confirmed and increased the admiration created
by his writings. On the following morning he breakfasted
with a large party at the next farm-house, tenanted
by James Stodart; ... took lunch with a large party
at the bank in Carnwath, and rode into Edinburgh that
evening on the pownie, which he returned to
the owner in a few days afterwards by John Samson,
the brother of the immortal Tam.”
This is but a sample of the kind of
receptions which were henceforth to await Burns wherever
his coming was known. If such welcomes were pleasing
to his ambition, they must have been trying both to
his bodily and his mental health.
Burns reached Edinburgh on the 28th
of November, 1786. The one man of note there
with whom he had any acquaintance was Professor Dugald
Stewart, whom, as already mentioned, he had met in
Ayrshire. But it was not to him or to any one
of his reputation that he first turned; but he sought
refuge with John Richmond, an old Mauchline acquaintance,
who was humbly lodged in Baxter’s Close, Lawnmarket.
During the whole of his first winter in Edinburgh,
Burns lived in the lodging of this poor lad, and shared
with him his single room and bed, for which they paid
three shillings a week. It was from this retreat
that Burns was afterwards to go forth into the best
society of the Scottish capital, and thither, after
these brief hospitalities were over, he had to return.
For some days after his arrival in town, he called
on no one letters of introduction he had
none to deliver. But he is said to have wandered
about alone, “looking down from Arthur’s
Seat, surveying the palace, gazing
at the castle, or looking into the windows of the
booksellers’ shops, where he saw all books of
the day, save the poems of the Ayrshire Ploughman.”
He found his way to the lowly grave of Fergusson,
and, kneeling down, kissed the sod; he sought out
the house of Allan Ramsay, and, on entering it, took
off his hat. While Burns is thus employed, we
may cast a glance at the capital to which he had come,
and the society he was about to enter.
Edinburgh at that time was still adorned
by a large number of the stars of literature, which,
although none of those then living may have reached
the first magnitude, had together made a galaxy in
the northern heavens, from the middle till the close
of last century. At that time literature was
well represented in the University. The Head
of it was Dr. Robertson, well known as the historian
of Charles V., and as the author of other historic
works. The chair of Belles Lettres
was filled by the accomplished Dr. Hugh Blair, whose
lectures remain one of the best samples of the correct
and elegant, but narrow and frigid style, both of
sentiment and criticism, which then flourished throughout
Europe, and nowhere more than in Edinburgh. Another
still greater ornament of the University was Dugald
Stewart, the Professor of Moral Philosophy, whose
works, if they have often been surpassed in depth
and originality of speculation, have seldom been equalled
for solid sense and polished ease of diction.
The professors at that time were most of them either
taken from the ranks of the clergy, or closely connected
with them.
Among the literary men unconnected
with the University by far the greatest name, that
of David Hume, had disappeared about ten years before Burns arrived in the capital. But
his friend, Dr. Adam Smith, author of The Wealth
of Nations, still lingered. Mr. Henry Mackenzie,
‘The Man of Feeling,’ as he was called
from his best known work, was at that time one of
the most polished as well as popular writers in Scotland.
He was then conducting a periodical called the Lounger,
which was acknowledged as the highest tribunal of criticism
in Scotland, and was not unknown beyond it.
But even more influential than the
literary lights of the University were the magnates
of the Bench and Bar. During the eighteenth century
and the earlier part of the nineteenth, the Scottish
Bar was recruited almost entirely from the younger
sons of ancient Scottish families. To the patrician
feelings which they brought with them from their homes
these men added that exclusiveness which clings to
a profession claiming for itself the highest place
in the city where they resided. Modern democracy
has made rude inroads on what was formerly something
of a select patrician caste. But the profession
of the Bar has never wanted either then or in more
recent times some genial and original spirits who
broke through the crust of exclusiveness. Such,
at the time of Burns’s advent, was Lord Monboddo,
the speculative and humorous judge, who in his own
way anticipated the theory of man’s descent
from the monkey. Such, too, was the genial and
graceful Henry Erskine, the brother of the Lord Chancellor
of that name, the pride and the favourite of his profession the
sparkling and ready wit who, thirteen years before
the day of Burns, had met the rude manners of Dr.
Johnson with a well-known repartee. When the Doctor
visited the Parliament House, Erskine was presented
to him by Boswell, and was somewhat gruffly received.
After having made his bow, Erskine slipped
a shilling into Boswell’s hand, whispering that
it was for the sight of his bear!
Besides these two classes, the occupants
of the Professorial chair and of the Bar, there still
gathered every winter in Edinburgh a fair sprinkling
of rank and beauty, which had not yet abandoned the
Scottish for the English capital. The leader at
that time in gay society was the well-known Duchess
of Gordon, a character so remarkable in
her day that some rumour of her still lives in Scottish
memory. The impression made upon her by Burns
and his conversation shall afterwards be noticed.
Though Burns for the first day or
two after his arrival wandered about companionless,
he was not left long unfriended. Mr. Dalrymple,
of Orangefield, an Ayrshire country gentleman, a warm-hearted
man, and a zealous Freemason, who had become acquainted
with Burns during the previous summer, now introduced
the Ayrshire bard to his relative, the Earl of Glencairn.
This nobleman, who had heard of Burns from his Ayrshire
factor, welcomed him in a very friendly spirit, introduced
him to his connexion, Henry Erskine, and also recommended
him to the good offices of Creech, at that time the
first publisher in Edinburgh. Of Lord Glencairn,
Chambers says that “his personal beauty formed
the index to one of the fairest characters.”
As long as he lived he did his utmost to befriend
Burns, and on his death, a few years after this time,
the poet, who seldom praised the great unless he respected
and loved them, composed one of his most pathetic
elegies.
It was not, however, to his few Ayrshire
connexions only, Mr. Dalrymple, Dugald Stewart, and
others, that Burns was indebted for his introduction
to Edinburgh society. His own fame was now enough
to secure it. A criticism of his poems,
which appeared within a fortnight after his arrival
in Edinburgh, in the Lounger, on the 9th of
December, did much to increase his reputation.
The author of that criticism was The Man of Feeling,
and to him belongs the credit of having been the first
to claim that Burns should be recognized as a great
original poet, not relatively only, in consideration
of the difficulties he had to struggle with, but absolutely
on the ground of the intrinsic excellence of his work.
He pointed to his power of delineating manners, of
painting the passions, and of describing scenery, as
all bearing the stamp of true genius; he called on
his countrymen to recognize that a great national
poet had arisen amongst them, and to appreciate the
gift that in him had been bestowed upon their generation.
Alluding to his narrow escape from exile, he exhorted
them to retain and to cherish this inestimable gift
of a native poet, and to repair, as far as possible,
the wrongs which suffering or neglect had inflicted
on him. The Lounger had at that time a
wide circulation in Scotland, and penetrated even
to England. It was known and read by the poet
Cowper, who, whether from this or some other source,
became acquainted with the poems of Burns within the
first year of their publication. In July, 1787,
we find the poet of The Task telling a correspondent
that he had read Burns’s poems twice; “and
though they be written in a language that is new to
me ... I think them, on the whole, a very extraordinary
production. He is, I believe, the only poet these
kingdoms have produced in the lower rank of life since
Shakespeare (I should rather say since Prior), who
need not be indebted for any part of his praise to
a charitable consideration of his origin, and the disadvantages under which he has laboured.”
Cowper thus endorses the verdict of Mackenzie in almost
the same language.
It did not however require such testimonials,
from here and there a literary man, however eminent,
to open every hospitable door in Edinburgh to Burns.
Within a month after his arrival in town he had been
welcomed at the tables of all the celebrities Lord
Monboddo, Robertson, the historian, Dr. Hugh Blair,
Dugald Stewart, Dr. Adam Ferguson, The Man of Feeling,
Mr. Fraser Tytler, and many others. We are surprised
to find that he had been nearly two months in town
before he called on the amiable Dr. Blacklock, the
blind poet, who in his well-known letter to Dr. Laurie
had been the first Edinburgh authority to hail in
Burns the rising of a new star.
How he bore himself throughout that
winter when he was the chief lion of Edinburgh society
many records remain to show, both in his own letters
and in the reports of those who met him. On the
whole, his native good sense carried him well through
the ordeal. If he showed for the most part due
respect to others, he was still more bent on maintaining
his respect for himself; indeed, this latter feeling
was pushed even to an exaggerated independence.
As Mr. Lockhart has expressed it, he showed, “in
the whole strain of his bearing, his belief that in
the society of the most eminent men of his nation he
was where he was entitled to be, hardly deigning to
flatter them by exhibiting a symptom of being flattered.”
All who heard him were astonished by his wonderful
powers of conversation. These impressed them,
they said, with a greater sense of his genius than
even his finest poems.
With the ablest men that he met he
held his own in argument, astonishing all listeners
by the strength of his judgment, and the keenness
of his insight both into men and things.
And when he warmed on subjects which interested him,
the boldest stood amazed at the flashes of his wit,
and the vehement flow of his impassioned eloquence.
With the “high-born ladies” he succeeded
even better than with the “stately patricians,” as
one of those dames herself expressed it, fairly
carrying them off their feet by the deference of his
manner, and the mingled humour and pathos of his talk.
It is interesting to know in what
dress Burns generally appeared in Edinburgh.
Soon after coming thither he is said to have laid aside
his country clothes for “a suit of blue and
buff, the livery of Mr. Fox, with buckskins and top-boots.”
How he wore his hair will be seen immediately.
There are several well-known descriptions of Burns’s
manner and appearance during his Edinburgh sojourn,
which, often as they have been quoted, cannot be passed
by in any account of his life.
Mr. Walker, who met him for the first
time at breakfast in the house of Dr. Blacklock, says,
“I was not much struck by his first appearance.
His person, though strong and well-knit, and much superior
to what might be expected in a ploughman, appeared
to be only of the middle size, but was rather above
it. His motions were firm and decided, and, though
without grace, were at the same time so free from
clownish constraint as to show that he had not always
been confined to the society of his profession.
His countenance was not of that elegant cast which
is most frequent among the upper ranks, but it was
manly and intelligent, and marked by a thoughtful
gravity which shaded at times into sternness.
In his large dark eye the most striking index of his
genius resided. It was full of mind.... He
was plainly but properly dressed, in a style midway
between the holiday costume of a farmer
and that of the company with which he now associated.
His black hair without powder, at a time when it was
generally worn, was tied behind, and spread upon his
forehead. Had I met him near a seaport, I should
have conjectured him to be the master of a merchant
vessel.... In no part of his manner was there
the slightest affectation; nor could a stranger have
suspected, from anything in his behaviour or conversation,
that he had been for some months the favourite of all
the fashionable circles of the metropolis. In
conversation he was powerful. His conceptions
and expressions were of corresponding vigour, and
on all subjects were as remote as possible from commonplaces.
Though somewhat authoritative, it was in a way which
gave little offence, and was readily imputed to his
inexperience in those modes of smoothing dissent and
softening assertion, which are important characteristics
of polished manners.
“The day after my first introduction
to Burns, I supped with him at Dr. Blair’s.
The other guests were few, and as they had come to
meet Burns, the Doctor endeavoured to draw him out,
and to make him the central figure of the group.
Though he therefore furnished the greatest proportion
of the conversation, he did no more than what he saw
evidently was expected. From the blunders often
committed by men of genius Burns was unusually free;
yet on the present occasion he made a more awkward
slip than any that are reported of the poets or mathematicians
most noted for absence of mind. Being asked from
which of the public places he had received the greatest
gratification, he named the High Church, but gave
the preference as a preacher to the colleague of our
worthy entertainer, whose celebrity rested on his
pulpit eloquence, in a tone so pointed and decisive
as to throw the whole company into the
most foolish embarrassment!” Dr. Blair, we are
told, relieved their confusion by seconding Burns’s
praise. The poet saw his mistake, but had the
good sense not to try to repair it. Years afterwards
he told Professor Walker that he had never spoken of
this unfortunate blunder, so painful to him had the
remembrance of it been.
There seems little doubt from all
the accounts that have been preserved, that Burns
in conversation gave forth his opinions with more
decision than politeness. He had not a little
of that mistaken pride not uncommon among his countrymen,
which fancies that gentle manners and consideration
for others’ feelings are marks of servility.
He was for ever harping on independence, and this betrayed
him into some acts of rudeness in society which have
been recorded with perhaps too great minuteness.
Against these remarks, we must set
the testimony of Dugald Stewart, who says, “The
attentions he received from all ranks and descriptions
of persons would have turned any head but his own.
I cannot say that I perceived any unfavourable effect
which they left on his mind. He retained the
same simplicity which had struck me so forcibly when
first I saw him in the country, nor did he seem to
feel any additional self-importance from the number
and rank of his new acquaintance. He walked with
me in spring, early in the morning, to the Braid Hills,
when he charmed me still more by his private conversation
than he had ever done in company. He was passionately
fond of the beauties of nature; and he once told me,
when I was admiring a distant prospect in one of our
morning walks, that the sight of so many smoking cottages
gave a pleasure to his mind which none could understand
who had not witnessed, like himself, the
happiness and worth which they contained....
The idea which his conversation conveyed of the powers
of his mind exceeded, if possible, that which is suggested
by his writings. All his faculties were, as far
as I could judge, equally vigorous, and his predilection
for poetry was rather the result of his own enthusiastic
and impassioned temper, than of a genius exclusively
adapted to that species of composition. I should
have pronounced him fitted to excel in whatever walk
of ambition he had chosen.... The remarks he
made on the characters of men were shrewd and pointed,
though frequently inclining too much to sarcasm.
His praise of those he loved was sometimes indiscriminate
and extravagant.... His wit was ready, and always
impressed with the marks of a vigorous understanding;
but, to my taste, not often pleasing or happy.”
While the learned of his own day were
measuring him thus coolly, and forming their critical
estimates of him, youths of the younger generation
were regarding him with far other eyes. Of Jeffrey,
when a lad in his teens, it is recorded that one day
in the winter of 1786-87, as he stood on the High
Street of Edinburgh, staring at a man whose appearance
struck him, a person at a shop door tapped him on the
shoulder and said, “Aye, laddie, ye may weel
look at that man. That’s Robbie Burns.”
This was the young critic’s first and last look
at the poet of his country.
But the most interesting of all the
reminiscences of Burns, during his Edinburgh visit,
or indeed, during any other time, was the day when
young Walter Scott met him, and received from him that
one look of approbation.
This is the account of that meeting
which Scott himself gave to Lockhart:
“As for Burns, I may truly say, ‘Virgilium
vidi tantum.’ I was a lad of fifteen
when he came to Edinburgh. I saw him one day at
the late venerable Professor Adam Fergusson’s.
Of course we youngsters sat silent, looked and listened.
The only thing I remember which was remarkable in
Burns’s manner, was the effect produced upon
him by a print of Bunbury’s, representing a
soldier lying dead on the snow, his dog sitting in
misery on one side, on the other, his widow,
with a child in her arms. These lines were written
beneath:
Cold on Canadian hills, or Minden’s
plain,
Perhaps that parent wept her soldier slain,
Bent o’er the babe, her eye dissolved
in dew,
The big drops mingling with the milk he
drew,
Gave the sad presage of his future years,
The child of misery baptized in tears.
“Burns seemed much affected
by the print: he actually shed tears. He
asked whose the lines were, and it chanced that nobody
but myself remembered that they occur in a half-forgotten
poem of Langhorne’s, called by the unpromising
title of The Justice of Peace. I whispered my
information to a friend present, who mentioned it to
Burns, who rewarded me with a look and a word, which
though of mere civility, I then received with very
great pleasure. His person was strong and robust;
his manner rustic, not clownish; a sort of dignified
plainness and simplicity. His countenance was
more massive than it looks in any of the portraits.
I would have taken the poet, had I not known who he
was, for a very sagacious country farmer of the old
Scotch school, the douce gudeman
who held his own plough. There was a strong expression
of sense and shrewdness in all his linéaments;
the eye alone, I think, indicated the poetical character
and temperament. It was large, and
of a dark cast, which glowed (I say literally glowed)
when he spoke with feeling or interest. I never
saw such another eye in a human head, though I have
seen the most distinguished men of my time.”
While men of the upper ranks, old
and young, were thus receiving their impressions,
and forming their various estimates of Burns, he, we
may be sure, was not behind-hand in his reflections
on them, and on himself. He had by nature his
full share of that gnawing self-consciousness which
haunts the irritable tribe, from which no modern poet
but Walter Scott has been able wholly to escape.
While he was bearing himself thus manfully to outward
appearance, inwardly he was scrutinizing himself and
others with a morbid sensitiveness. In the heyday
of his Edinburgh popularity, he writes to Mrs. Dunlop,
one of his most trusted friends, what he repeats to
other correspondents, that he had long been at pains
to take a true measure of himself and to form a just
estimate of his powers: that this self-estimate
was not raised by his present success, nor would it
be depressed by future neglect; that though the tide
of popularity was now at full flood, he foresaw that
the ebb would soon set in, and that he was prepared
for it. In the same letters he speaks of his
having too much pride for servility, as though there
was no third and more excellent way; of “the
stubborn pride of his own bosom,” on which he
seems mainly to have relied. Indeed throughout
his life there is much talk of what Mr. Carlyle well
calls the altogether barren and unfruitful principle
of pride; much prating about “a certain fancied
rock of independence,” a rock which
he found but a poor shelter when the worst ills of
life overtook him. This feeling reached its height
when soon after leaving Edinburgh, we find
him writing to a comrade in the bitterness of his heart
that the stateliness of Edinburgh patricians and the
meanness of Mauchline plebeians had so disgusted him
with his kind, that he had bought a pocket copy of
Milton to study the character of Satan, as the great
exemplar of “intrepid, unyielding independence.”
If during his stay in Edinburgh, his
“irascible humour” never went so far as
this, “the contumely of condescension”
must have entered pretty deeply into the soul of the
proud peasant when he made the following memorable
entry in his diary, on the 9th April, 1787. After
some remarks on the difficulty of true friendship,
and the hazard of losing men’s respect by being
too confidential with friends, he goes on: “For
these reasons, I am determined to make these pages
my confidant. I will sketch every character that
any way strikes me, to the best of my power, with
unshrinking justice. I will insert anecdotes and
take down remarks, in the old law phrase, without
feud or favour.... I think a lock and key a security
at least equal to the bosom of any friend whatever.
My own private story likewise, my love adventures,
my rambles; the frowns and smiles of fortune on my
bardship my poems and fragments, that must never see
the light, shall be occasionally inserted. In
short, never did four shillings purchase so much friendship,
since confidence went first to the market, or honesty
was set up for sale....
“There are few of the sore evils
under the sun give me more uneasiness and chagrin,
than the comparison how a man of genius, nay, of avowed
worth, is received everywhere, with the reception which
a mere ordinary character, decorated with the trappings
and futile distinctions of fortune, meets: I
imagine a man of abilities, his breast glowing with honest pride, conscious that men are born
equal, still giving honour to whom honour is due;
he meets at a great man’s table a Squire Something
or a Sir Somebody; he knows the noble landlord at heart
gives the bard, or whatever he is, a share of his good
wishes, beyond, perhaps, any one at the table; yet
how will it mortify him to see a fellow whose abilities
would scarcely have made an eightpenny tailor, and
whose heart is not worth three farthings, meet with
attention, and notice that are withheld from the son
of genius and poverty!
“The noble Glencairn has wounded
me to the soul here, because I dearly esteem, respect,
and love him. He showed so much attention, engrossing
attention, one day, to the only blockhead at table
(the whole company consisted of his lordship, dunder-pate,
and myself), that I was within half a point of throwing
down my gage of contemptuous defiance, but he shook
my hand and looked so benevolently good at parting,
God bless him! though I should never see him more,
I shall love him to my dying day! I am pleased
to think I am so capable of gratitude, as I am miserably
deficient in some other virtues.”
Lockhart, after quoting largely from
this Common-place Book, adds, “This curious
document has not yet been printed entire. Another
generation will, no doubt, see the whole of the confession.”
All that remains of it has recently been given to
the world. The original design was not carried
on, and what is left is but a fragment, written chiefly
in Edinburgh, with a few additions made at Ellisland.
The only characters which are sketched are those of
Blair, Stewart, Creech, and Greenfield. The remarks
on Blair, if not very appreciative, are mild and not
unkindly. There seems to be irony in the praise
of Dugald Stewart for the very qualities
in which Burns probably thought him to be deficient.
Creech’s strangely composite character is well
touched off. Dr. Greenfield, the colleague of
Dr. Blair, whose eloquence Burns on an unfortunate
occasion preferred to that of his host, alone comes
in for unaffected eulogy. The plain and manly
directness of these prose sketches is in striking
contrast to the ambitious flights which the poet attempts
in many of his letters.
Dugald Stewart in his cautious way
hints that Burns did not always keep himself to the
learned circles which had welcomed him, but sometimes
indulged in “not very select society.”
How much this cautious phrase covers may be seen by
turning to Heron’s account of some of the scenes
in which Burns mingled. Tavern life was then in
Edinburgh, as elsewhere, more or less habitual in
all classes. In those clubs and brotherhoods
of the middle class, which met in taverns down the
closes and wynds of High Street, Burns found a welcome,
warmer, freer, more congenial than any vouchsafed
to him in more polished coteries. Thither convened
when their day’s work was done, lawyers, writers,
schoolmasters, printers, shopkeepers, tradesmen, ranting,
roaring boon companions who gave themselves
up, for the time, to coarse songs, rough raillery,
and deep drinking. At these meetings all restraint
was cast to the winds, and the mirth drove fast and
furious. With open arms the clubs welcomed the
poet to their festivities; each man proud to think
that he was carousing with Robbie Burns. The poet
the while gave full vein to all his impulses, mimicking,
it is said, and satirizing his superiors in position,
who, he fancied, had looked on him coldly, paying
them off by making them the butt of his raillery,
letting loose all his varied powers, wit, humour, satire,
drollery, and throwing off from time to time snatches
of licentious song, to be picked up by
eager listeners, song wildly defiant of
all the proprieties. The scenes which Burns there
took part in far exceeded any revelries he had seen
in the clubs of Tarbolton and Mauchline, and did him
no good. If we may trust the testimony of Heron,
at the meetings of a certain Crochallan club, and
at other such uproarious gatherings, he made acquaintances
who, before that winter was over, led him on from
tavern dissipations to still worse haunts and habits.
By the 21st of April (1787), the ostensible
object for which Burns had come to Edinburgh was attained,
and the second edition of his poems appeared in a
handsome octavo volume. The publisher was Creech,
then chief of his trade in Scotland. The volume
was published by subscription, “for the sole
benefit of the author,” and the subscribers were
so numerous that the list of them covered thirty-eight
pages. In that list appeared the names of many
of the chief men of Scotland, some of whom subscribed
for twenty Lord Eglinton for as many as
forty-two, copies. Chambers thinks that full
justice has never been done to the liberality of the
Scottish public in the way they subscribed for this
volume. Nothing equal to the patronage that Burns
at this time met with, had been seen since the days
of Pope’s Iliad. This second edition, besides
the poems which had appeared in the Kilmarnock one,
contained several additional pieces the most important
of which had been composed before the Edinburgh visit.
Such were Death and Doctor Hornbook, The
Brigs of Ayr, The Ordination, The Address
to the Unco Guid. The proceeds from this
volume ultimately made Burns the possessor of about
500_l._, quite a little fortune for one who, as he himself confesses, had never before had 10_l._
he could call his own. It would, however, have
been doubly welcome and useful to him, had it been
paid down without needless delay. But unfortunately
this was not Creech’s way of transacting business,
so that Burns was kept for many months waiting for
a settlement months during which he could
not for want of money turn to any fixed employment,
and which were therefore spent by him unprofitably
enough.